I want to clarify my position a bit. I’m not in denial about being poisoned but I am looking at a bigger picture. This is because back when I first started blogging, I was a total gym rat. I loved the cross-trainer and would work out for 45-60 minutes on it at LEVEL 20, five days a week.
So that was that. I had been inordinately healthy, all my life. So then one day, I started feeling really bad. Weak.
After a few days, I told myself I was lazy and stepped outside to go for a walk. This is something I did routinely with my children. I also liked to walk to the grocery store about two miles away and hand carry my groceries, home. Further, I would use hand baskets while in the grocery store. Good for the arms, right? Multi-tasking. I was in shape!
So on this day, when I decided to quit being “lazy”, I left on a walk. I intended to go the park which was normal for me. I cannot describe the shock I felt when I got to the end of my block (two houses down) and could go no further.
Now, I’m not kidding. I wanted to lie down, right there on the sidewalk. A week prior I was on the cross-trainer. Can you imagine the crossed wires in my head at that moment?
I turned back, with difficulty and surveyed the slope of the street. Yes! I actually noted I was going to have to walk slightly uphill past two houses. It seemed overwhelming. I was disoriented. How can this possibly be hard? What is happening?
Long story short, I was eventually was diagnosed with Lupus… only to watch legions of people be diagnosed with autoimmune, everything since.
Well, let’s back up a minute. This was about a dozen years ago. Do you remember all the Fibromyalgia people? I do! What was that? What is this?
So people have continued to be diagnosed with autoimmune stuff, in droves. I have so many sick clients, it’s ridiculous. Why is everyone sick? And how about the dementia that has exploded, not just in the elderly population, mind you. Parkinson’s People are suffering cognitive problems all all kinds – why? But speaking just of my firsthand situation… how did I go from being utterly healthy to being utterly not?
The things I have been posting lately are derived from my personal experience, things I hear from people around the world and just general knowledge I have which centers around astrology and psychology. There is some history informing me as well. This knowledge comes from my husband, for the most part. So I do not deny we’ve got a problem. I know we have a problem. I am doing the same thing I always do. I am trying to help.
I don’t see much use in repeating what many others can tell you. I am trying to share things that are perhaps lessor known or even not known at all. You can decide if I am succeeding but this is my motive.
I am not talking in code. I have been very clear. This is a “cellar box”!
I also think we’re managed by psychopaths and sooner you can truly understand this, the better off you’ll be.
This was intended to tip you, if possible or at least to plant a seed.
If this is in fact, genocide, it is not the first time a population has gone such a thing. We can learn to better cope by noting how people that came before us made it through things like this.
Last, a huge percentage of my clients are suffering from anxiety for real reasons. I don’t want to add to this because it’s terribly disabling so I’m trying to be careful. Very careful, because Saturn is about to hit, Pisces and I know all about it, in spades, up, down and sideways!
So perhaps I seem “mad”, which is another part of this whole thing. Psychology is at the center of all this, in many ways on many levels. So my idea right now, is that we work together to stay sane and navigate this crap that’s laid before (and behind) us.
I do have tremendous real life experience with psychopaths. I know how they roll! I know about the mocking and the situations they work you into. I may get into some of this, if there is interest. Again, understanding psychopathy is key and the first thing you want to learn is to know one when you see one.