I have completely quit complaining. It was a conscious decision made for due to logic. I don’t feel complaining will do any good!
I’m simultaneously lowered my expectations to nothing. This also seemed prudent.
A lot of this is tied to medical stuff. For example, they ignore HIPAA laws here. When a doctor informed a man that he had a spot on his lung in his x-ray…that he should contact his primary care doc to check on it, I was sitting 24″ away. His wife was with him. Did she just learn her husband has cancer? Maybe. I don’t think I should have been present for that.
I’m used to it now. Receptionists shouting our diagnoses and or medications. “ARE YOU HERE FOR THAT BOIL ON YOUR BUTT?” “ARE YOU STILL TAKING, X, Y and Z?”
Seriously, it’s that bad. So am I going to take this on? I’m not!
One big reason I won’t take it on, is I’m a strong Jupiterian. I go native, fast, basically. This is just how it is here. No is being singled out. Everyone’s privacy is violated and guess what? We have no privacy anyway, do we?
It’s the same with poor service or rudeness or whatever. SO WHAT? I remember a day I used to care about such things but my days of trying to control or police others are done.
So now, when the nurse paints the neck of my blouse with antiseptic, I act like it’s normal. And when I tell her I’m phenomenally dizzy, when I stand up after having four needles stuck in my neck, and she fails to reach to steady me, when I tip, violently, swinging over to correct my balance so I don’t fall and break my neck – well that’s normal too. Because I just don’t feel like investing time and energy into something like this.
This may very well track to Saturn’s transit through Scorpio. I’ve really learned to pull my horns in. Very few people / things are worth messing with, when you get right down to it.
The antiseptic came out of my blouse with some spray-and-wash. So really, who cares?
What’s important is that they kill this nerve in my neck. If I play my cards right, this will be done next month. I’ve been waiting since November; I think I have my priorities straight.
Have you ever experimented with taking whatever comes and rolling with it? It seems to be going pretty well.
This is also associated with Saturn in Sagittarius which teaches you have free will. I freely choose to ignore these things. I choose B, or C or whatever it is. And it feels GOOD.