Everyone has something they’d rather people not know about and most of us have some things. I wonder sometimes who my things might stack up against your things not because I want to be better or worse than you but just so I could have some kind of reference or bar by which to measure.
The reason I want the bar is because I wonder sometimes if I am too hard on myself or not at all hard enough and I have no idea the answer to that. Are my skeletons tiny or or are huge and looming and ridiculously heinous?
In some cases I wonder if I classify something as a skeleton that is really not a skeleton while simultaneously minimizing or dismissing things I’ve done that I ought to take a closer look at.
I used to think of myself as a “good” person but I no longer do. I think I’m just a person a this point, hopefully average, and I wish I could verify that.
What about the skeletons in your closet? Do they rattle around much?
This post brought to you by Saturn’s transit through my 9th house…