“She’s light now,” I said. “She’s become extraordinary in the time she’s read my blog. She’s as fine a person as you could find but it was not always that way.”
“No. There has been a total transformation. She shed all her… shit. She really shed it all. She used to be nasty to me. Real nasty. But she healed off my energy and she figured it out too, eventually. I know she knows. She tried not to know for a long time but she eventually did know which I appreciated and I thought it was remarkable. You hardly ever see that but eight years later, she’s aware and she’s as good a person as you can find. I see people go through this transforming process on my blog and there are stages in the process where they are repulsive. This is just a fact. You’ve been to therapy, you know what I mean.”
“Right. People are downright disgusting at certain stages of transforming and there is nothing you can do about it, you just have to stand them. You have to leave them be and let them rot. But some of them come out of it and whew! When they do it’s really something to see but this is a not a fast process. It takes years. And while it’s not easy on them, I got news for you, it’s not easy for me either. I have a hard time standing it, sometimes. I have to look away. But I try to accommodate them as best I can because I have rotted and been disgusting before too. Oh hell yeah, I know all about it. Transformation? It’s just not a pleasant process and at certain stages you become grotesque,” I said, with the image of Linda Blair in the exorcist in mind. “Yeah, it’s disgusting all right.”
Have you ever gone through this process… or witnessed it?