I was upset by a situation recently. I am in a position where I can righteously complain.
By that I mean that I really was wronged. But further, I will be directly asked to make remarks about the scenario. Boy would I like to offload.
However, if I give into this temptation, someone will be hurt by it. I really don’t care that the offending person was clearly wrong. If she is hurt, I will be the one who inflicted the pain. Deep down, I know it’s not the smartest thing.
With this decided, the universe upped the ante on me. Another gal approached me, infuriated at being wronged in the exact same way I was. By the same person! So now if I complain, I can kid myself that I am doing it defend this other woman. But it does not change anything, really. I will hurt the the offending person and definitely make myself an enemy.
This means I have to resist my urge to complain, even though I am pretty sure I will be prodded. I just want to say this: sometimes I really hate being a grown up.
It’s my Leo vs my Capricorn. I don’t like this Saturn transit, I want a SUN transit, whines Leo!
Who can relate?