Chiron in Pisces explored hidden damage in ourselves and how we connect to all of life. This encompasses cultural programming and the ways we hurt ourselves behind the scenes. In Aries, Chiron has crossed that divide from the end back to the beginning. We’re starting over in Chironic spring on the Aries point. We are back to self expression and who we are.
Back to self expression and who we are? How depressing! I’ve been working on myself forever. I’ve combed philosophy, religion, spirituality, science, sport, over and over. I’ve amalgamated systems and strung together therapies over a lifetime. I’ve got a massive garden of colorful post it notes to tell me how to DO this thing. That’s tiring, tired to the peak crisis of an existential Lily Von Shtupp. Weary of self help.
But I recently read a blogger who wrote: What if there’s nothing wrong with me?
With Chiron damage expressing in a straightforward Aries manner, this fits. Who are you? GREAT! Okay, be that.
That’s why the Pisces transit was so powerful at the end of the zodiac. We’ve assessed all the possibilities. Guess what? Now we go back to simple. Step out of the Pisces bath clean and leave all that shit behind. Take a deep breath and see what’s left. That’s you. Now be you.
You know how you can do that? You look at whatever is left and accept it. That’s it. I don’t care what you think is bad about you. It’s not. I promise you. If you’re something you think is bad? You’re looking at it wrong. You are who you’re supposed to be. When you stop trying to be something else, what you are WILL SHINE BRIGHT. THAT is your best you.
Can you catch the game saving fly when you’re freaking the hell out? No. You cannot. So stop stressing it. Drop your shoulders and stop caring if you’re the person who makes the catch. Do what feels right. That’s how you be YOU. You can only be the best you when you stop reading cookbooks that weren’t written by YOU. You are the ingredients, the process, and the chef. You enjoy the meal; and if you like, you can share it with others.
When you’re into that and start BEING you? You know what happens next? You don’t even have to DO it. You just do it naturally: You start loving you. Because you’re awesome.
You know how people since forever say: Oh you have to love yourself first. No, you have to BE yourself first. You can’t love what you don’t see, know, and feel. Have you met you? The real you who’s not masking with all this armor you picked up trying to be a better whatever? Just leave it behind in Pisces. Get to know what’s already there. It doesn’t need any fancy anything. You’re the raw food miracle diet of YOU. You don’t need any gilding.
Start over now! Be authentic! You’re the real deal. I love you. You know how I can say that and know it’s true? Because I love me now. And that’s how this works.
LOVE. Authenticity is the first step. It’s the Chiron bridge back to yourself.