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This whole thread has been such an interesting read. What a story! I have to agree 1000% that Elsa's expertise and time are worth every penny. In my opinion, there are many people who are motivated to actually make change in oneself especially when there is money being invested in this change. This can go for many things in life. If I invested $1000 in a juicer, health supplements, gym equipment, etc, I'm going to be more likely to stay on track with my goal because I made that kind of investment. 

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You were clear. You nearly shouted me off the forum. You said... that is a DEMON. Turn away NOW. Literally scared the shit out of me. And, I thought... huh? Come on. Thing is. It was.

On some level, this is the height (or depth) of a person's power.  You're presented with a situation like this and we can choose. It may not be easy and there is a really shitty reason why this is...

We are constantly shown people people making bad decisions. These characters on TV are literally modeling "the wrong thing to do" for us, 24 hours a day.

You watch a show and the husband, who has a great family and a great wife, fucks around anyway.  It makes no sense. It's does not got even fit with the plot, which I believe is purposeful.  It just happens, to show you over and over and over, this is what people do... until you, feeling you're a person, start to act in a similar crazy way.

What you did, is exit the script.
GOOD JOB.

I am personally, really glad and grateful I did not have to watch you go down the tubes. I appreciate you sharing your experience. It is sure to help someone, whether you hear about it or not. 

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@elsa All of this is correct. See, for whatever reason my husband decided to become absent. And, when he was present he was horrible, agitated and harsh. He went from loving and giving to distant and he set the stage... it was like this person I have known (most of his life) was saying GO... because, you are not necessary here. At the time after helping my kids raise their kids... they did the same thing. I was now just a liability to all of them. 

With all this going on, it made it very hard emotionally to take the chance and move here. But, what I had to remember is that I am not that person. Even if my husband decided to stand on his head naked on main street or have a mid life crisis or ... any insane out of character thing - his behavior no matter how bazar, could not cause me to  stumble. Out of nowhere, with all this, here comes this person. How? Why? And, I would block and pull away. The harder I tried the more I was pursued. Now, if you knew me.... really knew me you would fall out laughing. My family comes before myself. And, everyone knows it. 

Someone is pursuing me out of nowhere? And, of all the people in the world, that one? The one that I had ties to as a teen? Come on. You cannot write this stuff. Now? At my age? Come on. If you were a fly on the wall watching you would laugh and say WTF? 

The day I would do anything to cause something unfortunate to happen to my family, or show a lack of character in front of my girls is NEVER. 

But, there it was. And, it just kept coming. So, I tried to outsmart it. That was not working. So, I tried to do the opposite of what I thought it wanted... BINGO... that caused a HAULT. And, then I knew this was indeed a transit meant to test me and trip me up and the devil is not smarter than a 5 planets in Scorpio.... and an astrologer saying WHOA... this is what this 'really' is. 

That stage was set. The energy was harsh. The pressure real. All the characters were playing their part to set me in the exact and correct place so I would make a mistake. But, love wins. Because... there is nothing greater than love and loyalty. And, I knew it before, but I really know it now. 

All this is still fresh in my mind. I remember every single moment of it from the start of it to the beginning. Oh, and it will come back around for ONE MORE swipe before I can finally bury it in the ground. I even remember the exact date it started. And, every attempt. 

When I knew I had to go in and deal with this... I mean really deal with it, trick it, so it would not come back... I actually went to my husband and told him. I said, I am fighting literal Satan. A damn demon. Do you trust me. He said yes. And, then he said, I feel sorry for the demon. LOL 

This is the kind of thing that happens to young people. Not people my age. It is still not over. How do I know? Because I can FEEL IT. Not because it has shown its face again. When you know, you know. 

Also.... I have a zero degree Venus. Saturn beat the eff out of it... and look where Pluto is right now. Following... my 4 degree Sun and Venus conjunction will get hit. 

Saturn isn't finished with my 10 degree Jupiter ... but I can feel the release of my Venus, Sun, and Neptune now... 

You can literally feel the energy that causes the emotions that causes you to second guess your character and how you would normally act. If I had had this information at 18 years old I could have changed my entire life. 

It is not easy to control the emotions of a fixed water person... with a damn Taurus moon and a Cancer rising. We feel everything. And, being led by my emotions has gotten me into a lot of trouble in the past. Not anymore. 

People don't want to believe in things they cannot see. And, you are the choices you make. 

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@soup 

It is not easy to control the emotions of a fixed water person... with a damn Taurus moon and a Cancer rising. We feel everything. And, being led by my emotions has gotten me into a lot of trouble in the past. Not anymore. 

People don't want to believe in things they cannot see. And, you are the choices you make. 

OH SOUP HOW I, TOO, RESONATE WITH THIS ! 
Thanks, as always, and I am looking forward to Elsa’s Birthday Astrology: Solar Return & Transit Report I will be ordering since my big 65 is approaching soon.

 

thenewboy

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@thenewboy We have these matching birth charts Grinning

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@soup 

Seemingly incredibly close; I am certain that my chart has been posted on the ElsaElsa forum Soup /  can you locate it somehow and have a look?

 

Best,

thenewboy 😀 

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@thenewboy I would not know how to look it up on the forum now. The old forum - I had that aced and could find anything, but I was on it all the time. I am still a little stiff trying to navi this one. I would like to see it though. So many people don't want to share/show their birth charts for fear of (???) I am not sure. Personal to them I suppose. But, I am here for the astrology and while over the years I have had people say really stupid things to me about my chart (like, you must be crazy because of your moon oppositions - when they were posting the most bazar things I have ever read haha) I always try to remember that while our birth chart says a lot - so does the environment we were raised in... cultural differences, geography ...blah blah so no one could possible know shit about you based on your moon opps haha (except I get a little moody LOL) 

Elsa always says energy is neutral until its directed- and no one will direct it exactly the same way. 

I wish I could find your chart. Mine is all over the forum haha and I do not care. It helped me learn. And, I am still learning. I can't get enough of it. 

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@soup I feel the same; when I figure out how to repost my natal chart I will do so. Thanks in advance my main “ gang-member!” 😀 

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A faster way / I also explore on Astro-seek.com so you may also check under, what else?, thenewboy. 🤣 

My chart is accessible there until I get it posted on ElsaElsa.com.

 

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Finally!  Plus it is "Birthday Eve" for me. Hope I am still in our gang Soup!

Best,

thenewboy

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This was incredibly heartwarming!

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