How do you feel right now?
Like stress eating. Which I'm doing now. 🍟 🍟 🍟
I lost two friends in one fell swoop last week, so that's fun. One was a friend for 15 years and one for 11. I don't know if the latter may be recoverable at some point but I don't have the energy to think about it now. It's their decision and they're entitled to it. This wasn't about politics, by the way. Maybe it's just easier for people to go nuclear these days instead of resolving things.
I am feeling detached, cutting myself a lot of slack, and trying to find motivation again. And trying to stay focused on the positive. What's left in the void space is simple and I can work with it. Work is also a nice distraction.
Was weepy last night. (Surprise, eh?) A bit nostalgic and achingly sad this morning. Finally, it has hit me that I am alone.
I'm feeling similar to how I felt mid March - alert, adaptable, tired, ambivalent and expecting a lockdown/much much tighter measures here in the UK anytime shortly.
Does anyone else feel this Mars/Saturn square energy?
I feel intense pressure (maybe that's why I come here to write so much. It relieves some of that pressure. Libra loves to connect!)
Mars is sliding back into my 4th house tonight, to square Saturn in the 1st house.
The past week has been.....unpleasant, to put it nicely.
My mom must be feeling it, too. She has turned off comments on her blog and pulled her horns in, with the election coming up and all. We all know the United States is in a weird place right now and who knows what will happen to us.
By the way, one of my clients was dropped--then reinstated the next day. I didn't even miss a visit!
It took his wife calling everyone in the VA that could help them get his authorization to my agency, for days. She also filed complaints about the VA. If he'd been taken off my schedule, it would been disastrous for them, and it would have cut my hours considerably.