Yesterday, my husband's mother told not to worry about "any of this" because it's all make believe.
I wonder if she's getting nearer to God and He's informed her
Wow, what a great message if from God. Though it could be just something a nurse said to her, or something she just remembered from childhood.
@elsa I believe her. She knows something we don't. I never miss an opportunity to listen to elderly people. They are my favorite of all people. So wise. Even when on the decline they say such profound things. They have lived all the years. They know everything. God, please take her easy when her time comes.
@soup thanks. I'm so worried about my husband. I know the pointlessness of that but our dog, Lila, is also concerned. Get this... She's 15 years old and the entire time we've lived here, she only been downstairs a few times. Arthritis?
My husband has a study down there and as of the last month, she started following him down and staying with him until he comes up. If you knew how much she loves to dominate her three little bro's... Its really surprising.
My husband thinks she hanging around because he's going to die, or at least he thought that. I can see why he'd think this, but I think she feels what I feel and we're keeping an eye on him, keeping him company because this job has fallen to him and we all just know this, to the bone.
@elsa What degree is his Taurus sun and does anything aspect it? Transit wise where is he? I don't ask because you may lose him... I am sure he is heavy hearted over his mother and hospice. That dog can feel it. They know more than we do.
I worked for years in an office with cut throat people. It was making me physically ill. A lot of tormented people climbing on each other's back to make the most money. I told my husband if I didn't leave, I thought it would permanently damage my soul. I told him I had to do something or be somewhere to bring me back.
I knew I was too old to make an effort to be a veterinarian. But I could do something with animals and that is when I went back to school for a year to learn to groom.
I learned more about life spending time with those dogs than I ever have spending time with people. They are the most precious ... they are loving, they love us more than they love themselves. A dog knows when we are suffering emotionally. 15 years working with dogs brought me back to me. I will never forget my time with them. The clients knew I loved them too. I have been out of the area now for 2.5 years and they still call and text me to let me know when one of my buddies have passed on. Some of those dogs I had all their life. From puppies. I had them once a month, once every 6 weeks. I really had a chance to get to know them and the family. They were all like my dogs too. I wouldn't change a thing about my time alone with those animals. I tried to hire help, but then the help would start to do the work... here I am saying... LISTEN... Bosco has bad hips be careful. Jackpot can't see well be careful... and so on. Once a helper asked... am I allowed to touch any of them so I can do my job? hahaha I just worked alone because I didn't think anyone else would be as gentle or understanding.
Taurus is proud. They are stubborn and proud. They also hold a lot in. I know, I have the moon. What he isn't showing the dog can feel. That dog loves him. She is keeping an eye on someone she loves.... that animal is beautiful! Sweet Lila. I feel like I know her.
@soup He's 2 Taurus, nearly 3. It's just a swirl of emotion. His mother + new grandson? Other stuff in his family going on - there are four moons in Scorpio among them.
Also, these entities around! Stirring things up? We've not found the underwear yet, and two days ago, there was a buzzing in the fan over his desk. Motor going out?
But today the buzzing is coming from the heat pump intake, which means it's his peeps who he loathes!
There is just a lot energy around right now. My face cannot be denied!
https://www.elsaelsa.com/forum/astrology/aries-stellium-hot-fire-face/#post-91962
As for the dogs, they love us to hell and back and same back at 'em!
I wonder what's the astrology like for people who like to take in strays....could be animals but also people.
@elsa @gogol We are awaiting the birth of a kitten, any time now. My brother and SIL trapped a feral cat and had her fixed. She’s very cute, about 10 months old. But they’re really not supposed to have cats where they live. And now all I can think about is that cat. I know my brother and SIL would find it a good home if they had to. No one wants them to get in trouble with the landlord. I would love to take her, too. Convincing my husband is going to be tricky. Kitten needs a friend! If they cannot find her a home I will not be able to say no…But I need to make sure she’s ok with other cats first.
@elsa We’re going to meet up with my brother on Easter weekend at my mom’s and talk. I did tell my brother if there was no other way, I would take her.
@gogol Well, I had 9 dogs when I was back home. NINE. I took in anything with 4 legs and found homes for them for other people. I owned a groom shop for 15 years. Lots of dogs came my way and a lot of them lived with us. My husband was unhappy about it when we had 9. But I did the work. He didn't really have to do anything. (My home was huge, so I had the room)
I've always championed the cause of rescue and rehoming, though a few vivid examples of rescuers who overextended themselves in space, emotion, and finances always reigned in any impulse to adopt them all myself.
I also tried, and failed, to save a few lost-cause humans -- not homeless, just lost -- but, "You can lead a horse to water..."
Virgo Moon in 8th
@warped @soup @elsa @allie120 thanks! I suspected as much 
The guy I had in mind, does this, but with people. Not in terms of shelter/rehoming them, but think more like taking in and guiding people who haven't really found a purpose, so to say. It's phenomenal, really. The last time I crossed path with someone like this, was about 15/16 years ago..I guess that was when Pluto in Sag. Never thought I'll meet one of his kind again, but here I am.
This will not matter to anyone I just want to say it for myself... I walked 4 miles today. Now if you knew what I have been through over the last 2-3 years you would think this a miracle 🤣
The difference in energy is real. Capricorn was destroying me, and my bones. I walked at a clip too. I can't believe how much lighter this energy feels. I feel good. I have been really trying to exercise and get back up. Today was a really good day. I can make some change now without struggling so hard.
My back pain is gone.
@elsa TY Elsa.
My husband was laughing. He said, whoa, slow down sister. You are going to be so sore tomorrow. I said idc... its so nice to walk without pain. I seriously can't believe it. Like a hex was lifted LOL
@soup This is what I was commenting on earlier about the Pluto Cap transit being so bodily (involving Cap-Cancer) with massive emotional purging, which expresses as bodily symptoms (because the emotions are really ancient and have been unconscious in the body). I also feel less bodily discomfort since the ingress. Much lighter.
Have you ever considered that you may be an energy worker who clears energy for others? It's something I think about, I know I do it for those close to me, but I think it's also been happening on a collective level.
It's sort of like an ongoing birthing process, with deep tension, then it stopped.
I feel like I'm getting a little break from it atm. I feel more in "myself" rather than a vessel.
I'm wondering if anyone else relates to this?
@sophiab I have never heard it said better. Thank you for putting in words what I am feeling. I have had a massive emotional purge and it was much needed. I actually bought a book to read about it. (The Body Keeps The Score)
My back stopped hurting. I have a very small appetite which is normal for me. Water weight release.
I was thinking hard about all this. It has been so heavy. Harsh. And for so long. It was wearing me down. Not because I was doing anything strenuous but like carrying a heavy burden around... a load of concrete on my back.
So tiring and for no reason really. Just heavy energy that we have all carried since... 2008??
I understand exactly what you mean. We are getting a break. I dread when Pluto passes back into Capricorn. I just can't bear to think of it. I know I am here to learn, and I have to go through it, but I am not 20 anymore and that beat me down so low. Heavy and low. Then Mars went into Gemini and hit my natal Mars and I just blew a gasket. Embarrassing... but the pressure... I just blew. Like letting some of the air out of an overfilled balloon.
I was carrying a lot. And just like that I let go. I am sleeping so sound. Eating light. Moving all over the place without pain. Capricorn beats my bones to death. Lower back (spine) right foot left shoulder. No relief. All of it is gone, like magic.
When you try to discuss energy with someone, they look at you like you are getting ready to ride a broom or start a cult... or put a hex on them. Reality is, once you learn about it and how much the transits really have an effect on your life you can at least make sense of what is happening and know there is an end to it. I feel so much better, for now. They say Pluto goes back into Capricorn to make sure you got it... did you understand? Did you learn? Because if not I can bring it right back... this is what it feels like.
I got it. I don't need anymore. I have said this several times here, and I will say it again. When Pluto was at 22 degrees Cap directly conjunct my DSC I was literally trembling. My hands were shaking. It was the most horrible energetic thing I have ever felt. It felt like the earth was shaking everything I have ever held on to out of me. I had no choice but to go through it and I knew it then. I got very quiet.
Right now, even though my parents are dead, and I haven't quite excepted it yet, even though I miss my family, friends and hometown... I am at total peace right now. The crying stopped, the pain stopped, and I needed it to. I don't know if I could have taken much more before I just broke into pieces. I have had some doozy transits. Pluto in Capricorn (7th) with Saturn in Aquarius (which is my 8th house) has been by far the most internally painful of my life. And I have hurt some people when I didn't mean to at all. Now I have to apologize, and I do not expect to be forgiven at all.
I do believe I clear energy for others. I would have never believed such a thing years ago. I used to read what people would write here and think... what in the hell could they be talking about? What a shock to my system to understand it, believe it and be at peace with knowing it is all true.
@allie120 I was watching you knock it out of the park and decided I was inspired to get off my ass and move! BTW... that was stellar. I know you expect a lot of yourself, but that was total fire. Watching from here, knowing you like I do... you hit it out of the park this time. Nothing to be disappointed about.
I think some of these dead businesses are about to rise from the ashes.
It's pretty interesting.
@elsa This fits in today’s streaming world. I wonder how they’ll stand out among the other services?
Just waiting to get my hair cut. She’s busy. Shampooed me and finishing up another client. But I’m just basking in the lovely soothing feeling of someone having washed my hair for me 😌
@allie120 When I used to cut my ex father in laws hair he would tell me that I “give good shampoo” lol.
I’m a barber now so don’t really do shampoos but use a hot towel and give a scalp and neck massage. I had a client tell me yesterday that he had never received so much love from his old barber (a guy) and then he kind of mumbled “or even at home”. That made me sad.
Anyway, hope you love your haircut!
@libra-noir Oh that sounds so 🫠 😌 so luscious!
I love how she styles my hair! I’m letting it grow but now I opted for some long layers. Mine is fine but there’s a lot and it has some wavy sections. I have no complaints about my hair. I’m just not very patient or good at it. Honestly, if I was beyond wealthy, I would love to have a stylist on demand 😂
Back from my back shot. Different from any other I've had. I thought he was going to do l4 but he did l5/s1. I hope this works... significantly but I will be surprised if it does.