Yeah, I wonder if I am talking in code or incomprehensible in some way I could not even begin to understand.
Whatever is blocking you, disintegrates. This is a visual of that. And then comes the part where you can't un-see. I've had the experience so many times, all through my life.
@elsa This makes sense and resonates. From watching the video I could understand the visceral feeling.
Remember when we talked about the Jupiter Neptune conjunction in Pisces as a peak of illusion ?
Saturn in Pisces is the opposite - its a descent - a contraction of energy down from the cerebral defense against truth and into the heart. Truth is feeling.
But why would you film it? Whenever I've passed through significant moments of awakening on my journey, I wasn't thinking about filming it. Anyway, God help her, its harder being on the other side, she'll wish her eyes could shut again.
I wish I could give her a hug. I can't tell her it'll be alright but it's good to know you're not alone. It is SO intense when you realize you've been living in a false reality and that everything you believed was made up to entrap you. It feels very lonely at first. At least it did for me.
@dolce right. And then our heroes fall, one by one. All the people you have admired. It really hurts.
I think she’s talking about a spiritual awakening. Also, I think she’s wearing moldavite.
I've seen this IRL. My beautiful Capricorn friend, breaking down in tears, absolutely terrified about screen time. For her kids obviously. Totally raw.
Saturn is transiting my 8th house.
@elsa She is a force of nature! She leads a moon circle, where I go meet up with 1-2 dozen women, and everyone is given a minimum of 2 min to be raw exactly like this. She and an ordained priestess hold space for this kind of work specifically and it's incredible. I am extremely fortunate to be connected with so many strong women through her!
@cocopeaches figuring out your children are being groomed is no small accomplishment. Admitting it is even bigger.
@elsa Right, I watched her go through a lot of this, first with day care. Now she has opened a school for her kids. So she's not just crying about it, she is mostly taking action.
@cocopeaches I have a client who did this as well... she hosts the school but a number of families pitch in to pay the teacher(s).
She'll be glad she did this because most likely, it's going to get even more horrifying.
It has taken me since 2008 to really drop the veil and I'm sure there is more to come. I definitely resisted at first and blamed myself for bad karma. Natal Mars conjunct Saturn is in my 12th. I am happy to see others turning their lights on and exposing this madness.