I don’t carry the brash confidence of a fire sign.. wish I were though..

then again plenty of earth is stabilizing.. I think??

Ok so weird update.. my Gemini mars thought(or not) that it should smoke cigarettes.. wtf!

Yes I quit for a week and then started again. Before that I had a lot more time under my belt lol

It’s not depression (meds improved) but like anhedonia. 

So I quit again and now someone just messaged me

saying they don’t want to be my friend. Ugh

Even if I know the reason., it’s rough out there