Saturn in Aquarius square Uranus in Taurus
I left out some very important detail in my previous post #5. While, Saturn and Uranus will be close many times during the year, the exact meetings are:
First square was on July 17th at 15°
**Second square was on November 14th at 13°
**First square will be on June 14th at 13°
Second square will be on December 23rd at 11°
**I still think these two stories are somehow related.
It's the robots vs cows, man!
So, so interesting! The whole of 99 was my undoing. After being a stellar student all my life, I just couldn't hack advanced calculus, senior school physics and organic chemistry! I failed my first exam ever in April 2000 and refused to go back to school for a whole year! Had to be homeschooled by my grandparent. It was incredibly shameful to fail at something, after tasting success all my life. Especially nerve wrecking was the fact that I thought my exam went very well....''finishing one hour before allotted time'' type of well...and it came as a massive shock to realize how much I sucked! Lol!
It made me an anxious, unsure person I am today. I learnt to not trust my instincts and that my self image could be far removed from reality. It also taught me that hard work does not equal success always. Sometimes, you fail at things just because there are much better people out there, you don't have natural talent for certain things...or that a few things are not meant to be.
Will be interesting to see the reversal of harsh lessons my teenage self learnt after so much heartache.
1999 was one heck of a year for me. Moved into a place to get my son in a school district. My daughter who had an 8 month old moved in with us. Had problems with the landlord over her babys daddy,throwing cigarette butts in the parking lot. Was evicted after 2 months because of the crazy landlord and had to rush and get into another apt which was outside of sons school district. Son ending up moving in with his dad who was in district. Dated several losers and ended up meeting my late husband Nov 15 1999.
I can see how that can be so unnerving. The universe sometimes throws us a curveball and we can be traumatized by it sometimes, even if it's minimal. I hope everything after age 17/18 wasn't so 'shocking' to you and you have healed, or at least coped well! One strange turn in life would be something to grow from, but there also needs to be time to let it all sink in. Good luck!
Hmmm. I see this as conservatism and liberalism butting heads because you have Saturn square Uranus,