Pluto at 22° Capricorn: Have You Been Resurrected?
Exact opposite my natal sun @ 22'54" in Cancer in the 11th house. I see that I am becoming aggressive with my friends, openly expressing my opinions (even the dark ones), when previously I used to maintain my own counsel. Looks like my old softer self is becoming a tougher (hopefully not darker)!!
With both Jupiter and Saturn now direct in Capricorn.
I'm sure REALITY is setting in.
If it hasn't, Pluto may transform whatever misconceptions remain.
I have not yet turned the corner on the transformation. I have been through a hard and heavy program of detachment. Pluto seems to be driving the point of dealing with the aftermath of a million endings. Actual dealing vs.the illusion of dealing has been happening. I am pretty much emptied out here. I no longer live world of illusion that l once did. This has not been easy at all but waking up to truth is necessary even if it comes late. I am 56 yrs.old. That seems way too late.
Now that l seem to be emptied out of old indoctrinations and put into the void l think that could be the place where l may at some point be able to resurrect more effectively. I am pretty sure you do not get to bring anything of your old self into the new.
My sun is at 22 Cancer in the 9th ,opposed to a transiting shit show. I have also very recently had my nodal return. I can see the larger picture of this material deep dive. I think we all are at this time.I have lost count of how many times this group of bandits have passed through in this opposition onslaught. Many times, that is for certain. Wow, this has been the closest thing to death without losing a heartbeat.
Stationing Pluto is tightly trine my Ascendant. Upon direct motion tomorrow, I am planning to launch a project of restorative, transformative personal resurrection. Wish me luck and strength.
I'm ready to fight like hell for my body, even if my family thinks I'm wasting my time and money getting a handle on my health. But anything I want to do in life requires good health, especially work...
However, with increased professional setbacks, I have to think really hard about my next job. It's hard to find something that engages me without a certain level of health and fitness. My sense of self depends strongly on my health...
I realize how much I care about my body, but also learning to trust other people to reach goals is something.
If it weren't for the health issue, I swear I'd express the favorable transits (Saturn, Jupiter, Pluto trine the sun) in a better way.
Pluto is direct today and heads straight into the 2nd square with Mars on Oct 9th (other dates 8/13, 12/22 - curiously, it is a day after the Great Conjunction).
Besides the retrograde theory, when exact aspects involving lower octave and higher octave planets repeat 3 times - for me personally the thrice occurrence is symbolic of the Holy Trinity, thus amplifying the significance.
So I will be paying attention to what comes up later this week (10/9), and relevancy to events in mid-August. Knowing of course that we might have to wait till December 22nd for the sequel.