omg YES. I was actually going to post this the other day. I have felt NO motivation, drained I guess... allowing myself to be distracted/time slipping away.
It's been like pulling teeth to finish my work.
I pretty much downed tools Wednesday and Thursday workwise as I was feeling very unmotivated and wanted time for myself. I've been working non-stop all year. Today I've had a lot of energy, more than in about 2 years due to my Saturn transit 5th house/square my Sun, so I'm grateful for this Pluto station. I realised that the last square to my Sun by Saturn will at least happen with Pluto direct (Dec-Jan) - the last one over the summer when Saturn stationed and hung out on my Sun's degree for weeks was with Pluto rx and it was one hell of a difficult period energy wise! I'm hoping it will make some difference to the last pass.
Lately I have felt incredibly drained. That’s why I’m taking a short vacation in two weeks. But I have zero motivation to get ready for it. Plus I’m limping around because my right knee hurts to bend (can’t even put my sock on without propping my leg on something) and my feet are in constant pain when I walk. Part of turning 45, I guess. If I get stuff done, it’s because I make myself do it. I’d rather melt into the recliner.
@notmycircus I'm so sorry you're going through this. You trigger my mom gene and I want to help you so bad!!!
If I was your neighbor, I'd be cooking for you, for sure. I hope this resolves for you, somehow, and quickly!
@elsa Aww, thank you! I'm actually doing pretty well, considering. I probably will need to pack a knee brace for the powwow. Sometimes I can walk normally, and I'm able to work as long as I sit down from time to time, but I still feel like that knee is a bit wrenched.
Yes, I'm absolutely exhausted. TIREDT as the internet says these days. I work 2 jobs and am in school all while trying to maintain my hobbies so that I have some sort of life that feels fulfilling beyond the everyday matrix. I definitely have to push my Taurus Mars to GO most times, but once I'm going, I pull from my reserves and keep it going. BUT earlier this week, I slept pretty much all day one day because I was so tired and hadn't had a day off where I could just rest so that was nice. Of which I have to do every so often or I think I would be in pretty bad shape. I do often find myself waking up in the morning for my first job (5 a.m.) hating the fact that I have to wake up so early and hoping for a change. Luckily, I think I'm close to some sort of breakthrough at the job I want to continue to grow with as it will help with my future career down the line. I'm hoping for some lucky break. It's been 2 years of this and I've worked hard, but good lord, am I tired.
Sending positive energy to everyone <3
Today I've had a lot of energy
same, I finally finished the work I was dragging on all week, felt way more back to normal in terms of flow...
@belladonna That's great, I really hope it continues at least for a while. I'm aware of the 10/10 portal for the first time this year due to following energy readers. So I'm curious about that, plus Pluto direct, plus Aries full moon.
@sophiab thank you, last week I dragged too so it was starting to give me anxiety despite continuing to do more of the same. I feel mostly caught up again, whew. And, yes interesting energy right now, I will have to look up 10/10
In the process I'm developing self-trust and integrity. The process feels lonely and uncomfortable, especially standing separate to others, and facing inner doubt, but there are rewards.
I'm doing the same. For years I was under others, micromanaging, I was never able to do the work by myself, always supervised. But then, over the night things changed and I've become a team leader and decided to do things differently than before. I'm still developing self-trust and integrity, but most of all I wish people who work with me to feel good that we work together, I don't want them to be scared if they do something wrong, I want them to be proud when they do their assignments good, to come and talk with me when they feel bad about something. We are not friends, but, we should be here for each other.
Would you say your success at work is because of your own attitude which is currently different from others?
Yes! I don't want to put others down just to feel like a boss. I want us to be equal and strong together. I want us to be we, not me. I like people, I like to see with whom I'm working, not just their results. In that way, I can help you to develop more, rather than put you down because you've made a mistake.
@dori You are doing something so important Dori. Offering a different way, in which there is heart. Please stay strong amidst the challenging energies.
@sophiab Thank you 
I love emotions, but I respect rationality too. But since the heart is more potent than my mind, I follow it and sometimes I get burned, but I have only a few regrets. I think that's a solid equation.
@dori Love this! It resonates with me strongly. Pisces moon and Jupiter, Saturn and Mars in Cancer, meanwhile Mercury in Gemini and Virgo rising! Rationality and emotions. ❤️
@sophiab silly me, you wrote Virgo rising Oh, you have such a good combo with your Sun, ASC, and Moon, I like it