Mars Conjunct Uranus & North Node August 1
This weekend has been a complete whirlwind. Tons of family secrets coming out, gigantic fight with my mother about my daughter. As soon as 3 PM hit my daughter got sick right before her performance and struggled through it. I have Pluto at 18 degrees in scorpio directly opposite this conjunction in my 6th house and am a Taurus rising. The conjunction is happening in my 12th house. My mom a capricorn rising has the conjunction in her 4th house in a 0 degree square with her nodes. My daughter is a scorpio rising with the conjunction in her 7th house with a 0 degree opposition of saturn in her 1st.
Today's newsletter was SPOT ON.
Everyone is flaking out on me. Damn. First it was my housemate's daughters--one said she'd take her to the theatre Thursday night--then decided to go to the beach for the rest of the week instead (tickets can't be changed, so whateva, and I don't want to take her so we gave them away). The other one was going to take her with her on errands. Right after I told her and she got ready to go--daughter pulled out and didn't feel like doing it. Okay. Now the mechanic who was supposed to look at my car today backed out last minute because he's feeling sick.
The object lesson? DON'T MAKE PLANS UNDER THIS TRANSIT.
Uranus is on his way out of my 10th house, and getting awfully close to my sun! I'm here for it (as the kids say these days lol). Native mars-opp-Uranus so I am at ease with this energy right now. I actually feel like I am surfing a wave of good timing, and enjoying the ride!
I am sleeping like a rock. Let it all crumble. I blocked everyone. I mean, everyone. Well, not Allie. But everyone else. The drama started. I was supposed to be traveling. Quietly observing, I declined. Blocked. And continued on. Hell with the consequences. Whatever. Go take grenades to someone else.
No one (and I mean no one) knows where I went. I just fell off the map and got good sleep. The Pisces and I are just doing what we do every day and letting everyone blow each other up.
I used to get drug into these battles. Well, the last two years taught me about the last 10.
You are all adults. I am sure you will figure it out- is my new mantra.
Go scorched earth on each other. I'm sleeping 😎 Also, if pressured... I am going to blow all the secrets. I don't ever want to do this. But at this time... I will. Little Mercury in Scorpio anyone? I'm best just left to rest. Don't poke the f'ing bear. Bear is in hibernation.
This morning he was acting like a theater kid... them Pisces mood swings... I put on headphones and started singing haha He stopped. He knows. Momma has had enough.
I want to be excluded from everything. This deep sleep is fabulous.
Waiting for something big in the news...
Definitely stuff going on, and perhaps more on that behind the scenes that we don't know, but nothing catastrophically world-wide quite yet... *twiddles thumbs* Not that I want something to happen, of course lol
Things that have happened to people around me in the past 3 days:
- Sister-in-law's mother has had a mini-stroke
- My mother's friend's daughter-in-law was in a car accident
- My mother's friend's brother died
- I had to change my one-way plane ticket (to move across the world!)
- I got accidentally charged twice to change it (unexpected money issue -- Taurus in Uranus)
I suppose I'm lucky that nothing worse has happened to me. I'm knocking on wood.
That said: As the planets break up and spread out, I've finally got the go-ahead from the universe to leave my corner of the world and travel to another, right before my birthday. My solar return has a lovely grand trine in it, and my solar return moon has no hard aspects to speak of, outside a Neptune conjunction. It's also got the same placements as my natal chart -- Leo sun, Pisces moon.
I have grace from unknown quarters, and I am grateful for it. I love astrology because it tells me that the hard times end. (Ok, I'm making dramatic statements, but I'm a Leo ...)