I feel so tired and drained .. Mars entered my 12th house
- Here I am once again this time I’m just trying to feel things out though I’ve been worried about my upcoming solar return now for so long because my Mars is in the 12th in the sr chart it colors the year ahead but I didn’t know Mars was gonna be entering my 12th house right now already and I’d be feeling it already I feel absolutely drained and I just wanna sleep I don’t have energy to chase even my kids around anymore I feel like I filled with all kinds of responsibilities .. it’s also my Saturn return so I know that plays a role but I hope that with the solar return Mars 12th house opposing Neptune doesn’t last the entire year because this freakin sucks .. here I am truing to learn to be more responsible(( and I’m doing it) but this feels so heavy ! I just got married a week ago and it doesn’t even feel like it maybe all of this was for nothing idk 🥺 I am starting to feel bad for myself bc I don’t really have friends Andy I go to astrology to be able to talk to people and maybe look at positive things coming but I get looked at as I’m going crazy for asking any questions on my mind (not in this forum you guys are awesome) but I go on a few sites and people can be rude .. I just feel so down and alone I need some kind of insight I feel like a broken record
I can sympathise with your 12th h feelings. I have a late Virgo rising, 27* so have Mars and Mercury going through my 12th, Venus just crossed my ascendant today into 1st h and I'm hoping the coming Venus Libra transit will bring a bit more vavavoom! You have Venus in Libra 1st h, so your Venus return is coming, I'm sure you will feel a change soon. The 12th h is quite isolating and I am actually isolated in quarantine for the next 10 days as I just arrived back in UK and it's the regulations here. On a Venus note, I found myself going through my wardrobe this morning and checking out my old clothes, working out what I like now. Venus definitely gets dormant in 12th and you feel blah! I am extremely fatigued and resting alot, possibly due to Mars hanging there. I think when Mars and Venus are involved you really feel it in your body. I'm trying to accept my tiredness and let myself nap, but I do feel guilty too so it's a running commentary/battle in my head! I guess with the 12th, acceptance and surrender to how you are /feel is important, but so hard to do.
I have Sun at 22 deg and Pluto at 24 deg Virgo. I feel tired too, sleeping a lot and feeling less energy. At the same time, I was feeling angry too. But since Venus entered Libra, I'm feeling less angry.