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redbird
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  • This absolutely lit a fire under my ass. 
    I have Moon, Jupiter, Saturn, Chiron, in my 12 house. I feel like a reject always. Yet I would die in an instant for you. Redbird 
  • I have many demons. 
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@redbird hang in there!

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i always practice what you preach. Thank you for the 2 consultations- prior to your surgery-

I’m actually getting an hour from Midiara soon!!  We have connected!!. I’m like a kid waiting for Santa. I’m in a Saturn Return. Whew!!! Lol when does it end?

lol happy face ! Redbird -:)

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I am not sure i know how to unlock the 12th house or what that even means. Any suggestions.?

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i would suggest 100 percent self care. Meditation, yoga, stretching, loving yourself, long baths or showers, being aware of what you eat and drink, taking some walks, music, reading, alone time, pleasure, self care. Ask your body what it needs. Water? A stretch on the floor, to cry, a hug, to scream? Etc ..... just ask your body what is us saying to you and what does it need..... journaling helps me and then I usually burn it. I carry a lot of weight sometimes. But, I have survived. I have support but there is a lot of (STUFF) inside my head. If that makes any sense. Always has been. So I have always struggled hard to be a survivor. Good luck ! Redbird 🙂

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Oh I forgot ! Tons of water, and don’t let your body blood sugar get off. When I actually stop, listen to what my body needs... it will tell me “I need water” , or “I need food” or “I need to release anger” ...... yoga has saved my life. Literally. Being aware of my body has physically been what has helped me turn out right when I just can’t seem to find my place- when all my faith is gone and I can’t go on - I have discovered to love myself - I shouldn’t come up last. 
Neither should any of us. We are all worthy of love - and to learn how to love our bodies and our brain. Like the Tom Petty song- you don’t know how it feels to be me! 
But actually we do- we are all the same. We all eat, sleep, poop, pee, love, hurt, ache, grow old, carry traumas, memories, pains, - still- you don’t know how it feels to be me ?

its two sided. We do. We don’t. 
you don’t now it feels to be me. 
and vice versus. Love me some Tom Petty! Music ! Add that to the list. 
jam out and dance! There is so much to help the energies we feel. Sometimes just say- I feel sad. Let the sad do it’s job and let it just be. I’m learning to say thank you to the sad, the depression, the pain, it at least means I’m still alive - I put up walls to show the world I’m tough. But I’m really just needing a refuge from the world. I circle the drink and try to quite all the voices in my head..... I’m hard to love - I’m easy to love- I do believe we all have our vices. I care too much. I’m a compass for the lost, then I can’t find my own way through my cluttered house. Lol. I wish you the best- I also believe in consultations with Elsa or Midara. They make it look so easy. 
take notes if you do a phone call- 

many next one will be an email. I am so excited about it I can’t sleep. !!! 
take care, Redbird 

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Me again- I have read this entire thread once more- it feels right- 

May I add- it’s also for me personally- redemption and leaving things behind and consolidating my losses and slowing down and counting the stars at night - per say..... knowing I’m doing ok- 

Not backing down from my personal demons. Feeling washed away. Making new habits that are good for me. I used to make ME happy once upon a time. 
I locked up ALL my kids childhood photos and refuse to look at them. It makes me so so sad! 
I only use current photos- leaving things behind. I can’t even look at old photos of my pets from early days- even my childhood dogs- that were literally angels sent to me. I absorb too much. 
I have a new habit to NOT absorb. It’s so difficult. 
It is so refreshing to learn that I have so much 12th house. It actually had me looking in my mirror and seeing me for the first time. I do have photos of me when I was a little girl all over my yoga /art room. 
Surely it’s ok for someone - me- to finally notice her and smile at her. And love her. I also have photos of my husband - the trailblazer - when he was a little boy- it brings me so much joy. To see him at that age - I’ve been with him since I was 15. I refuse to watch the news. I choose what I invite into soul. 
The Wap??? What is the world coming to? It’s number one ? Worldwide?
WTH?

I do follow music news because music heals me. What happened there? Wap

seriously - I cannot wrap my brain around it. It disturbs me so much. 
Is our Country falling? Do you want wap to be on your child’s or grandchildren’s play list ? I am happy she pulled herself from a hard life- but can’t she express herself with style and integrity like Alechia Keys??
Then she thanked God for her song reaching number 1? Really? Yeah God must just love your song - I can see Mary and Jesus and Buddha and everyone else up there jamming to it Whacko !! 

Our country’s children already suffer daily from sexual predators online and inside what should be a safe home. 
Sorry for the rant. Where are our leaders? 
Who can help this world? It’s absolutely gone insane. When Cardi B can make that video go viral and small kids on Reels/utube- all viral portals can watch it. 
We as a world have a problem. This will be the new pandemic-music that is inappropriate for our little ones - Redbird 

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I hope that didn’t come off as being judgmental. I do understand freedom of speech. I feel equipped to deal with human imperfections. I just view life pragmatically- I have a toughness and resilience that allows me to cope fearlessly with many of the dark aspects of human nature. I also- when required - am realistic- and I Am MY OWN harshest critic. I’m definitely not a genius. I did look at Cardi B’s astrology chart. Laugh laugh. Because I cannot read it. But I read what others said- she is a queen and will do what she will do. She Is more of a genius than most. She’s gonna be a billionaire- I admit I am not envious. Or jealous- just a concerned mother. I have an incredible gift to make peace with human imperfections- I had me to work with! LOL ! I just believe that there are some things that are very sacred. I don’t judge sexuality- it’s been insane having my trailblazer to guide me from molestation and rape to an amazing loving and .very.very. intense sexual marriage- so- with that said - 

again - I just can’t wrap my brain around how can her wap music video- clean and unclean version- be number one world wide. ??????????
I believe she is a beautiful human - beautiful woman- strong - sees no limits -she doesn’t give a damn what we think- HaH... does she! 
I am trying to learn to look at the sky - I’ve been studying astrology- Non-stop... for months - I still can’t  get it. UGH It’s so hard. Shouldn’t it be taught to children as a second language? I wish it was taught to me in school - maybe I would have understood my old man and mama...... I had that space to fill- let’s get to the point. Our Country has somewhere to go. Which direction will it be? Cardi B ? Wap? Signing off for the night - Redbird -:) 

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"How to unlock the 12th House?"

By divine timing of the Holy Trinity!

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