Elsa wasn't wrong about fixed signs this year....
Gosh, I miss Chad, so much. He'd have some wisdom, for sure.
A note about Virgo Moon in your Saturn return chart. For the next 30 years (approximately) you will NEED to do Everything By The Book. Essential need, vitally need, for anything to work well for you. Basic need, in fact.
If not, you'll spend the next 20-some years shooting yourself in the foot, so to speak, no matter any rationisations. Above board, or nowhere, no in between, because your inward compass will sink you, otherwise.
Aweee, you're going through a lot. I have Venus and Mars in Leo, my IC is in Taurus and Moon/Pluto/MC in Scorpio. I had my Saturn return in 2018 and it was not a piece of cake, but I was liberated from an abusive relationship that lasted 6.5 years too long (too long, because I tried to keep the peace, but I had dated quite a few people before the straw broke the camel's back). You have also faced the node opposition (tr. North Node opposes your natal one), so you're now at a crossroads and you wonder where you're going next. Time for a spring cleaning to see what works and what doesn't anymore.
You're changing, you're maturing. It may not seem so, but once you come out of the other side, you'll know why everything fell into place, and your Leonine disposition will shine even more, because you'll come out way more confident in your abilities and have the scars to prove it. 😉
The hows and whys of the universe can sometimes only be known looking backwards!