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CocoPeaches
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I know some people, who I really expected to die a long time ago, but are still living. One of my husband's clients, who I can't even begin to sum up, I really expected to pass over 4 years ago because he's so sickly, but he still shows up every year to go fishing.

And my garden manager friend, who is walking around with all kinds of cancer, and covid right now. He says he feels fine. He runs on good&plenty's. I've been worried about him for as long as I've known him, which is also around 4 years. But he still gets up and waters the garden every morning.

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elisa
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my mother used to get warnings about death, now since her stroke i dont think she can see or hear the warnings anymore sadly. She used to be the conduit of energies where she can see and hear forewarnings. I used to see alot of them in dreams, even clairevoyant but i've asked God that it's too much for me and i can't function. so its waned alot in my adulthood through the decades. but i still get warnings here and there but its so faint. I just wanted to be 'normal'  but my mother's gifts which also were my great grandmothers and grandmothers always fascinated me. But it's too scary to be honest. I just try to accept life and death, and hope and pray for the best and do lots of praying meditation in dire needs.

my husbands family went through alot of deaths in the past, but now its surrounding my parent's friends and the older family members; everyone tries to keep themselves healthy as possible, eating better and doing exercises. the only one who cant do that is my sister who had covid twice and pneumonia. its nearly impossible for her to get out due to her illness all year. i pray for her alot along with my mother and father who are unhealthy and elderly with disabilities.

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@elisa I agree, it's a huge burden, it's scary and I never wanted it. My late grandfather had the gift, a very strong one, my mother too, not so strong but still strong, but I got the worst one, my dreams are extremely clairevoyant. I was refusing this gift for many years, refusing, not being able to accept it, but lately, I decided to embrace it. The scariest thing is not knowing what will exactly happen, just that gut-wrenching feeling and fear that something bad is coming, but after all the death I've experienced, I can't be afraid anymore. I just miss my mother so much, because she was the last person who knew how it is to have such a gift, she used to talk with me for hours about such things and it's a very lonely world to live with this gift and be completely alone in it, to be completely misunderstood by others who look at me like I'm crazy. My uncle sometimes talks with me about my dreams, he says I live in a world between this one and the afterlife, and it's so interesting for him, but he doesn't quite understand me, he doesn't know how to help me or how to interpret messages I'm receiving. 

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@dori 

^^ it's nice to hear and know there's many of us out there that are very sensitive and understand the otherside. It makes me feel much more comfortable to reveal things a little more about these gifts.

it's weird but my grandmothers gifts are VERY different than my mother's and i heard that my great grandmother was even stranger and stronger. It's the ghosts that are terrifying to me. That's my mother's gift, knowing where the ghosts are and the smells. and when death would come. She saw it in symbols and also warnings. and auras too.

i didnt even know there was such a thing as differences of gifts too. but my mother and my uncles said that i was even more special because i could see other beings from other worlds which she could not and ghosts i can sense and have smelled but they are not my speciality. And when i have walked into a home, i can sense what's there, in the past and i am able to EXPOSE them when i leave; which the beings from different realms really hate. I break the " veil" so to speak.  My mother's gifts like i said is more dealing with death, i think because she has a strong Scorpio signature.  I dont know why, but i have been able in my life met angels too. it's only in dire situations. they dont just appear to anyone. They never reveal that they are, but i figured it out later. My mother told me thats why my gifts are much different. i dont mind that part, its the ghosts and dreams that are scary and even the beings from other realms. Yes, can you believe that?? there's other beings that are not us. It sounds like its from some kind of horror movie, but it really exists.  thats why i decided its too much for me and i can't take this kind of gift either.

and aw that's good your mother and you were close to understand you both have that gift together. and its good you have an uncle you talk to about it. Now you also have us ^^

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Dori
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@elisa yes, when I was reading all of your stories yesterday, and writing freely about them, I felt so good, like a part of one big family and it gave me great comfort to know, you are all somewhere out there with your unique gifts 🙂

Yes, I do understand you, it's not easy to deal with such a gift, it's scary, many times uncomfortable and it is a burden, a heavy one. My mother couldn't deal with her gift very well and she didn't want it too. I was rejecting it for most of my life, but it's hard and at the same time it attracts me in a way, I want to know more, I want to dig deeper and understand.

 

Yes, I have all of you and you have me too, it's the best thing in all of this that we have to endure. We are not alone. 🙂

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I just wanted to say this is a fascinating thread, thanks for sharing, everyone!

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Tonya
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@gogol You're welcome. In high school Psychology class back in 1986, I kept writing about death on my test paper. We also toured a funeral home and later on, I became friends with a funeral director. I thought about that line of work but decided against it due to not being able to deal with the embalming side of it. The grief counseling side, yes.

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Mom and my lover died during this Pluto in Capricorn transit of my 6th house of health, work and service.  I also had the threat of death to myself via colon cancer from which I've recovered.   Pluto is right around my descendant, hovering just on the 6th house side for now.   Dad is 81 and telling me a copy of his will is on the way.  

Neptune is opposite my Moon for a long stay, and the boundary with death seems very permeable.  Lots of dreams of lover, and mother.  They are just fine in the dreams and I have no awareness of them being gone or any sadness until I wake up.

I'm very grateful for this thread.  The oomph of it will likely be realized later, as I am also dealing with this slow malaise of the last few years, resonating with the deconstruction of all structures that this Pluto transit represents.  I have unfortunately been indulging in escapism via endless Netflix et al binging.  Really avoiding.  The reality of that is becoming more and more intense.  Possibly it will bust open with retro Uranus.  Did a tarot reading yesterday for myself and the Tower is up next.

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@teeceedee7 I am sorry about your loved ones. Neptune is squaring my moon and it is easy to forget that neptune transits can remove people and things from your life.

Normally, Neptune in negative transits to the moon can bring confused emotions. I have recently been bombarded by crazy dreams and feelings that my older step brother ( no blood relation) and his wife are about to split. They have been together since the 1980s and seem happy still. My brother who keeps in touch with them told me that my feelings could be about the oldest brother who has shut himself in and won't even see his grand children. He'd lost his wife to death several years ago but no one can reach him and get him to live again.

I don't know, but I did a tarot reading and the reading seemed to confirm my vibes. I just hope I am wrong with this and it will leave me alone. I have also tried to contact the eldest brother to no avail. I hate to see anyone so grief stricken that they refuse to see the people who are left need them too.

The hardest part of life is letting go of loved ones. 

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Elsa
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More serious illness and death incoming. I think it's abnormal.  

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Two emails in two minutes. News of a death in both of them. I can't be the only one seeing this.  It's just awful.  The people left behind are reeling.

I feel this is the end of Pluto in Capricorn in that I have always thought this would happen, going back ten years.  Death/burden.

Edit to add... of course there is this to contend with:

https://www.elsaelsa.com/astrology/progressed-stellium-in-scorpio/

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Tonya
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@elsa No, you aren't alone in seeing this. With my natal 8th sun, pluto, and chatt ruler uranus, I see a lot of this. Plus, I am stuck with progressed sun and other planets tight in Scorpio.

Recently, I have been getting signs of someone losing their spouse. What started as a strong feeling of my older brother splitting from his wife has turned into quite a few messages that talk about someone losing their husband. 

I feel that it is in stasis right now, as if another round of dominoes are waiting for the Reaper to flick the first and send more toppling. I have a step mother who has a passive form of leukemia and the doctors tell her they can't do anything. A good friend of mine keeps losing people around her left and right, so much so, her and her husband made their wills out and she is just 42. 

Pluto going thru my 12th forces me to fight fear constantly and tell myself keep faith that all of this is happening for a reason. It is difficult though. 

I wish you and everyone going through this, peace of mind and heart.

 

 

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