call for help - confused about decisions amid Saturn 4th house transit
I am in the middle of Saturn 4th house transit and am confused about the future. Neptune moved off my natal Saturn at the beginning of this year, feels like I'm starting at zero in my life, so the 4th house transit is helpful in recreating my foundation but has been very challenging thus far. Sloooow no doubt.
I had a reading with Elsa in the fall which was very helpful but unfortunately I am still seeking employment and have to be careful with expenses. So, I thought I'd call on this community for advice.
I remain confused about where I want to live and it's been difficult to make any decisions anyway until I know how much I am going to be earning exactly.
Saturn Uranus square brought me back to the US after a 4 year rootless journey. Everywhere I want to be here are the most expensive places. I've had so many blocks with the job search and it's a waiting game, but now I've been inspired (something that I've always wanted) to work on grad school apps all summer for fully funded programs.
Elsa mentioned it's common that where ever one roots down by the end of this transit, stays put there for a long time.
I wouldn't even start school (if accepted) until fall 2023. Saturn would be nearing the end of the 4th house but not quite wrapped up. And, who knows if whichever school is where I'd want to stay longterm. I mean maybe?
I know that I have a couple of more years to "figure it out" as far as lining up astrologically. I feel so much pressure to commit and lay down roots and I want that ... but I guess I'm questioning at a higher level of what I really want professionally for the long view and what is going to make me happy. It feels like a good time to consider furthering my education and do it now if at all.
So my question I guess is - does this sound seem like it lines up to any of you? Am I overthinking it?
Saturn would be in my 5th house mostly during the duration of school which makes a lot of since as it's a creative degree.
But, what is tripping me up is - what if my decisions now over this transit are too focused on profession and not creating home/where I want to be - then am defying the point of this 4th house lesson?.. I dont know if that makes sense
Perhaps the education you seek I'd meant to be your foundation.
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