Conny writes on Venus Neptune Veil Drop:
“I always wondered where the veil lays, if it covers the people with Venus Neptune or the eyes of those who look at them… and I tend to think that it covers the eyes, because when it drops, it drops in front of their noses and not at your feet. What do you think?”
Conny, I really couldn’t say but I am sure of this much: I don’t have immunity to this.
I co-create the situation some of the time. I ignore signs or I may even see them and act like I don’t see them… in effect letting the song play.
I am sometimes surprised but not all that frequently because there is tremendous sensitivity. It’s like I know you are going to dump me before you know you are going to dump me, hence the saying behind the scenes, “Let’s fast forward to the part where you hate me.”
The things is, this expectation may also be responsible for bringing about the rejection because the fact this happens and happens and happens and happens does have an effect.
You say you like me and I don’t believe you. I really don’t. I am pretty sure you like my hologram which is fine with me because there is nothing else to like when that is all you can see.
What is even more interesting is when you tell me you hate me, I don’t believe that either. I mentioned this post to satori tonight on the way to see Vid’s Christmas concert.
“The hate people have for me is like a cloud. It’s there and then gone. Have you ever looked up at the sky and tried to see yesterday’s cloud? You can’t. The thing is gone, that’s why.”
For the record people do become real to me but it takes years and they have to have survived a true encounter with me. Me, not my hologram which means I may be in a black mood for example, or mad as fuck.
These things are part of my nature and personality and it is a labor to hold a veil up that lets you imagine otherwise. It’s like asking a Scorpio to tone it down or telling a Gemini to shut up. Why would they do that? Why should they do that?