Last night I was zoned out watching a movie, even though the film was compelling. I was thinking about the recent conversations on this blog and elsewhere. I realized in a flash, that I have wound up exactly where I belong in this life. I can make sense of all of it.
I felt relieved when this knowledge and these feelings came to me. If you are an old-timer, you may recall how I used to write in my stories about how pissed off I was to be in these various B-movies. I was just not where I belonged, in my opinion but as it turns out there has been a grand design all along.
I feel like the little boy in Cinema Paradiso, in the last scene of the movie (original 1989 version) and it’s just overwhelming.
I wonder if everyone winds up where they go, eventually.