I’ll see a neurosurgeon today. I have no earthly idea what he’ll say, but I bet it’s interesting. I also think I should take it pretty well.
This is because the moon in Aquarius trines Mercury in his own sign, Gemini. These bodies from a Grand Trine with Jupiter in Libra. I have Mars conjunct Mercury in Libra – I think this bodes well. But I don’t know exactly how to define, “well”.
There is a horrible shadow here…of the father (Pluto in Capricorn). I am in this circumstance because my father opted to kick me in the head, hundreds of time. You imagine the trauma to neck. Decades pass, arthritis develops. It’s an extraordinary injury.
A lot of doctors these days, don’t really want a challenge. They want to surgeries with predictable incomes. For example, there is a doc here; all he does is hip replacements. If you need anything other than a hip replacement, he sends you on. When or if you need your hip replaced, you’ll be sent back to him to have it done.
This is understandable to me. No one wants to operate on someone’s wife and mother, and leave them dead, paralyzed or brain damaged. It’s much easier to just say, “no”.
If someone does cut into my neck, what they’ll see is pure evil. Seriously. How does someone do this to a kid?
I think this is another reason I may be turned away. But it also may be the reason I am not turned away. This is interesting to me.
People like me exist, on some level, to collide with others to bring out their best…and their worst.