A Long Life, Calculating The Odds Of Being Devastated – Jupiter Trines To The 8th House

This is the soldier and I on the phone. I’m the one with the Jupiter trines.

“Well I’ve never been in this situation before. I’ve never been so deeply in love I’d be completely devastated if something happened,” he said.

“I don’t think you have to worry. I’m not going to do anything and I think this should be clear to you. But I can try to make it clearer.”

“Okay.”

“Well I’m not going to do anything so for you to be devastated something would have to happen to me and although it could, I don’t think it will. I’ve thought for a long time… since I was about 8 years old, that I was going to have a very long life. Well you know because you read about it. I think my life will be very long and I’ve never been happy about it. As far as I am concerned it’s been too long already. I already lived far longer than necessary for my purposes, or for what I desire however here I am anyway, never mind what I want.”

“Oh, P.”

“No oh P. You know I feel this way, but never mind arguing with me because it’s not my point. I am trying to address your devastation. Or your potential devastation that is.”

“Okay, shoot.”

“Well you’re not the only one here wandering the earth. I’m wandering this earth too and I am not that keen on it. But this doesn’t mean I don’t accept the situation. I do accept the situation and do everything I can in this world. And I feel good much of the time but I also feel cursed. Cursed with a long life that is. And I have always felt this may, plus it’s never made sense to me. Why not give a long life to someone who wants one for example? Seems pretty simple but obviously we don’t get to pick!”

“No we don’t,” he said.

“Right. So all my life I have thought it a beat deal. It’s a bad deal for me to be stuck in this life for what I consider an interminably long time. And I have felt this way, always. And I mean, always. But now you’re here.”

“Yep. Now I’m here.”

“Yeah, and it has changed things completely. Because if you’re going to be here, then I want to be here. And all the sudden I’m not cursed with a long life, I’m blessed with a long life. Isn’t that funny? I think it’s hysterical. Because if you’re here I know we’re going to have fun and I don’t want to miss any of it. Not a minute or a second. I no longer want to leave early,” I said with a snort.

“Me neither! I want to have fun too. I want us to live into our hundreds, P!”

I laughed. “100, huh? Well, okay. But I will say it is very strange to have the long life you’ve been cursed with for eons turn into a blessing in a blink. What do you make of something like that? I think it’s incredibly strange however it is exactly what has happened and considering I feel this way, it seems the odds you get devastated by me are very, very low.”

Have you ever had a curse convert to a blessing? How about the reverse?

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