Is this something to do with the 8th? Like the sickening unsolvable mystery.
In my case, I'd point to Saturn Neptune. Things are lost in the fog at times, up until the minute the fog clears and clarity comes in.
I don't know that it is ever pleasant. I guess I glad to know but there was no satisfaction from it. Like the minute you know, you wonder if you might be better off if you could rewind.
I'm digging in the archives to delete old content that's no longer relevant. I came across this post - this stuff is uncanny.
I'm not sure I was clear in the original post. It was a criminal who stole my baby book because there was evidence in it, in my mother's own hand. Evidence that would support a murder charge. At time, I just can't fathom what swirls around in my own 8th house.