We are 2 yrs together he lied from the first day..he was with an old woman in an online relationship for 5yrs...i caughr him and he told me he is over...and he blocked her but then i find him again taling to her...allways say i love you and shit..he flirts in front of me with other woman...and all are big like fat sorry no offending...i am like the leg of those womans...i dont even have those breasts...i feel used i dont knpw what he wants from me....i kicked him out 2 times bcs he moved in with me...but did come back...ge pjsh me to have a child with him what i did want but now i dont just bcs i find him so low with no respect...he tells me how many girls and women want him and stop him on street..but he only wants me...and i should be happy...wtf....i even put some weight on me as i started to feel unhappy and frustrated....i dont feel sexy enough anymore...i am really sad..i talked to him about this and he is laughing at me....i am the thinnest he ever had...and i found even he had pictures with naked woman with him in bed and all are bigger 4times then him and old like 50.....what kind of cancer is this please?? I have many cancer male friends and familly but non are like this..they are loyal and like good looking womans...all they gf or qifes are pretty womans....and this one is shocking me...he wathes even online fat belly dancers....i dunno what to do....i dont feel well with this weight on me...i did it for him and still he looks to 100kg or more womans.....