Random Thoughts Thread 2
For the last two hours, my new neighbor has been screaming at his girlfriend calling her all kinds of filthy names, screaming at her to leave over and over and over again. Telling her she’s a whore and fat and that no one wants her etc.. telling her to sleep outside ... she is just crying. Their dog is crying 😢
I feel so heartbroken and sad for her. I wish I could take her into my house and give her a big hug and a warm cup of tea or coffee. I would do it in a heartbeat if I didn’t fear this man myself.
he actually just called the police on her because she wouldn’t leave.
what kind of piece of shit is this? I’ve actually been through this with my own husband. He used to do this exact same thing to me before I became more independent. And it’s giving me flashbacks and seriously making my heart break.
I feel so sorry for their little dog... it’s just a puppy. I think she didn’t want to leave without the dog. I heard him come outside and say”you aren’t taking my dog” this guys voice is pure evil, I can’t even explain it. Disgusting.
My stepdad, Gemini Sun/Capricorn Moon is not going to live much longer. He has stopped eating and drinking (four days now with no fluids except mouth swabs) cannot speak, incontinent. He’s got all the signs according to the hospice nurse. It’s a matter of days. Thank God we have been able to keep him home or else he would die alone. It makes me sick to think that there are people who cannot be with loved ones when they are dying. Shame on those that deny someone such comfort and have the gall to call others selfish.
Anyway, for a while now he has been saying things like “I want to die” and “I want to go home” and “I can’t take care of your mom anymore” (the poignancy of that last one get me in my heart space and the tears come). I’m sad and it came faster than I thought it would, even though it’s been a decline for five years (at least). I just don’t feel quite ready even though I know he is.
Im trying to be there for my mom and of course trying to keep stepdad comfortable.
His daughter is flying out. His son who lives here has not responded to messages that his dad will not live much longer. He’s going to have a lot of regrets. His business partner of forty years said that he “doesn’t have the balls to come say goodbye”. At least he could admit it. Crazy how peoples true colors come out. For me personally, I feel it’s an honor to be a part of, what I feel, is a sacred process.
Strength and love to you Libra Noir.
Thank you all for your thoughts. It means a lot.
It’s just kind of crazy.... like this is how it ends? I didn’t think it would be this peaceful. I mean of course he is still here, and I’m aware that our situation is ideal in many ways. I guess I was just expecting more drama overall.
That’ll probably come when his daughter gets here tomorrow though lol. I haven’t asked but I bet a million bucks that she is Leo rising. She is very sweet but she is a lot.
Oh god...said something to one of my guy friends that sounded dirty when it wasn't supposed to. And now I feel awkward after explaining it when he said he had no idea what I was talking about because he hasn't said a word. I want to go crawl under a rock now.
My car's in the body shop. It got dinged in two accidents this year. It was supposed to be done in 1-3 days, but thanks to extra damage they found and a parts delay on Ford's end, I now have to wait several more days. 🙄 This is gonna get expensive. Thank you, Saturn transit through 2nd house!
I wonder if we're still in the shadow phase of the Mars and Mercury retrogrades?