Random Thoughts Thread 2
@vesta I sincerely agree with Libra Noir, that there is no need to be ashamed of tending to your own matters. And I also think she shared a good idea, to allow yourself time before and after the meeting to honor whatever feelings come up.
My natal 8th house Jupiter just came through for me today.
So my father passed away in April 2018 and my brother and I had to get rid of his things, which included a lot of tools and a small generator. The members of his church took the tools and generator and it was in one of their member's shops for a while. They had a garage sale and sold all of the tools and the generator for about 400 dollars.
Today I went out to lunch with a couple of the ladies from my dad's church and was given a check for the amount of the items that were sold, about 400 dollars. It really threw me off because my brother just told them to give me all the money instead since I was moving back to Oregon.
On the downside, Mercury retrograde came into play when I tried to deposit the check and the ATM wouldn't accept it. I ended up having to go inside the bank to deposit it and had to go back a second time because the PIN on my debit card wouldn't work at Target. Nothing wrong with the card, just needed to reset the PIN number.
I just saw a crow right outside my window. I got the feeling immediately that it means something...
I immediately thought “death” but then the feeling was more beautiful than simply death. Hmm.
I occasionally get this urge to want to try to do tarot, do readings for myself and to learn it.
I don't know if it'll help develop my intuitive and psychic side or if it's bad to play around with that.
Wired, can't sleep. It's got to be the Full Moon in tow with Uranus.
Just great! At some point today, the Moon will get all rattled by Mars, then go on to T-Square with Mercury and the Capricorn trio - Jupiter/Saturn/Pluto.
The weather outside mirrors my mind....foggy enough to not be able to see beyond my hand. Its almost like a fairytale or a nightmare...miles of golden autumn leaves silently falling on the bed of leaves below....and a white mist cloaking and hiding their grief. My current apartment is open from two sides. It feels like being surrounded by a thick cloak..
I wish I could just sit with the feelings and numbness this is evoking, instead of being forced to listen to work calls.