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Weird situation I face every so often:

Sometimes I have to tell people about some of my previous experiences. Part of the reason is is that people get the wrong impression sometimes and I need to explain certain ‘vulnerabilities’ in order to have them be less defensive. Finding things out about me previously has strongly changed behaviours in women, and made them more positively disposed to me. 

But the trouble is with this is that some of these situations, include having been humiliated for no apparent reason by women, sometimes individual sometimes groups. Just because it gets them off apparently. If/ when I am repeating such things I am aware that if I am talking to a woman she might (might!) get turned on by it. To be clear I don’t think that’s bad and I would ahead of time explain that is OK. It just feels though that there is no way to exit the ‘dirt’ so to speak. I can’t change those experiences and sometimes it is not good to just not confide them. — When it is better not to confide however imo that is the option taken.

I actually have some rather compulsively written erotic stories in this area. These are very female centric, all about the womans experience, how she plans things what she’s thinking etc. I am able often to hook into a part of womens psyche that they don’t want to confront. It’s like this fantasy is horrible (to me, not anyone else necessarily, might be amusing), but still something is working in that area for them. The studies on how women work in this area is interesting their bodies can be raging when shown pornographic imagery but they don’t have any conscious awareness of this. You can’t really fight your body long term.

I’m sure it will be OK in the end. There is still love in the area that can guide me through. Hope you don’t mind this random foray in the taboo.This eclipse is one degree over my Saturn in the 8th house!

Long term I might be able to figure something out about this energy. These things have lead to astrological and metaphysical insights.

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I got extremely busy at the beginning of June, and have been exhausted. I wanted to comment on the thread that’s been locked, this morning, before having to go about my day. I had a feeling that it might get heated overnight, and might be deleted, but I pushed that thought away. Well, it wasn’t deleted, but here we are. 

So, I’ll just say this. Being one sided does for nothing, for no one. Especially the person who holds one sided beliefs. It’s like breaking your own leg, and walking with a limp for the rest of your life. I can hear the “sources” in most of your voices, and it feels robotic. So be human, be messy, don’t be afraid to be wrong. That’s the worst part of this—no one knows how to be wrong; you all know everything right? And for fucks sake, learn to listen before you die. Think for yourselves, and think of others. 

The surest way to have a weak view, is to have a one sided one. 

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Well, we are all working it out. Sharing our points of view. I’ve been thinking about the throat chakra lately. In fact I started to realize that the collective throat chakra was being rebalanced back in January. And then of course there was further symbology, in a very disturbing event. Im just glad there is a discussion about this, and we are using our words. I keep getting this message about WORDS or THE WORD and then also LISTENING.

 And Im appreciating what people are sharing. I watched this clip last that I thought was absolutely amazing and showed such grace. It truly touched me, and I want to hear more about this from people because I think it’s really productive. Im seeking to understand more and listen more.

 

We are all learning here as well. Im bummed that thread got locked and feel like maybe one comment I made may have contributed to that, although the boundary had already been breeched so I thought I may as well try to balance that out. Im sorry to you and Elsa if I caused any grief. I love you all. 

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Someone put a really nasty-toned post up.
I deleted it and locked the thread because you can get that nasty stuff anywhere.

We’re all under enough stress. People can be nice or they can fuck right off.

 – Mars in Libra

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It’s too bad that an issue like that can’t be discussed in a civil way by some people.  I can understand why you don’t want it on your site.

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Libra Noir, I also thought perhaps I caused some breech with my comments as the cooling off was clearly after my post!

I also hope my comments weren’t hurtful, Buendia. I do try to edit myself (gemini energies) and then I re-edit my posts once I post them (gemini energy again, not virgo yet if can feel virgo-like) yet I have to understand that my thinking (as well as my appearance which I don’t share here!) will not be shared and might cause anxiety, fear, hatred and anger. And these are challenging times already…

Luckily I feel I’ve said my piece regarding that topic so I’ll go to astrology posting again!

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I appreciate your posts a lot. Not that I agree with everything that you say:), just that you speak with respect. 

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Oh no, Cris, I’m sorry for my post. I appreciate the thoughtfulness in your posts and your presence in the forum very much. I was frustrated and lashed out, not even knowing what happened:(. Not an excuse but definitely not on you. 

Also, I don’t think of that thread as mine. It’s for all of us. I’ve gotten busy in the past few days, and you all have really kept up the conversation. I feel fortunate to be able to read everyone’s ideas and contributions.

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I should be the one apologizing to you, and everyone else. That post above is strongly worded, and honestly doesn’t even apply to most everyone who commented and is commenting in that thread. The comments there are thoughtful and I really appreciate them. I was frustrated that someone hit below the belt (though I don’t even know what happened), and I went into vent mode. I think it’s great that many want to listen to voices that often aren’t listened to in the collective, but my standard only hoped that we could at least listen each other on the forum, since we all visit so frequently. I think most are respectfully disagreeing, which is my favorite thing to see. But, it’s also not my job or right to expect that. 

Thanks for sharing that video, and I think your insight about the throat chakra is on the mark. I’d like to think more deeply about that. 

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The South Node is in Sagittarius right now. I do notice (mostly on Facebook) that people are eager to sound their barbaric yawp upon the rooftops of the world, to borrow a Walt Whitman phrase. I grew up in church, so I’m used to being clubbed with the “truth” by friends, family and pastors who firmly and loudly believe they have the answers. (Saturn in Leo, 9th house). Maybe that’s why it makes me extremely uncomfortable to have belief systems pushed down my throat. 

At this time I’m trying to be quiet, hear others out, consider all sides (this is a Libra thing too). This is hard to do! I’m tired of going on Facebook or wherever and being told to “wake up” “stop buying the media/liberal/Trump/whatever” narrative. Can I just make up own mind, please? Neptune is opposing my Mercury for awhile. So if anyone is thinking to themselves, “Oh that poor dumb naive woman…”–try to show me some grace. Maybe I don’t dig deep enough or rip the doily off every stain. I’m in a Neptune transit–rabbit holes are the last thing I need to be exploring, even if they lead to dark truths. I might come to the wrong conclusion!

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I think you’re really steadfast, NMC–it must that moon of yours. You set a great example, just by being you (open and humble). I think what you mentioned is such a great thing to keep in mind–we could all be wrong. We can only do what we think and feel is right. No one has better access to “more right” things. We have access to things, and we get to determine what we think and feel about them. Sure, the media often lies, but “the media” is a broad spectrum and every outlet on that spectrum tells one side of the story. Most independent sources are the same way; everything is written or communicated from a certain perspective. No one alive is exempt from that (at least, in my view:))). I’d rather trust my own senses than someone else’s–we all got five or six of ’em, maybe more, for a reason. 

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Thank you. 🙂   I do feel that those who demonize some media outlets while extolling others forget that each one has its own perspective and agenda. That includes the independent outlets.

One nice thing about Sirius XM radio is that I can hear a variety of voices. Local FM radio, around here, is one-sided. So listeners get a one-sided worldview. Same could be said for TV or newspapers. 

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I was also curiously watching that topic.

With Mercury in Cancer, it was bound to get “heated” in an unpleasant way.

This is a good time to listen and observe, because a lot about people will be revealed.

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I’m feeling ‘full’ and tired today. I’m glad it’s almost the weekend as I don’t work during the weekend.

This pandemic and lockdown situation and the violent acts and events in the USA and the protests and heatedness in Europe and other world parts…plus ‘normal’ living and ‘working’ lives…for this Pisces gal who has no earth planets and has a couple of neptune harsh aspects to the moon and sun…during a neptune to natal sun transit…it’s difficult to ‘adult’ all the time…

By the end of the year (if I’m still standing/alive) I will have gained even more resilience…might even fool myself and think that I’m an earth sign…not!!

What a year…I count my blessings that no one dear has died for now in my life…that’s very lucky…

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I ❤️your posts, so hopefully this makes you feel better. 

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