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Thursday, May 14, 2020 - 2:09 pm
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((((Notmycircus)))) Be kind to yourself today. 

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Sending love your way!

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It’s such a relief how we are now allowed to partake in outdoor activities (where I’m from).

I went to my favourite ocean lookout recently. Breathing in the fresh air, looking at the infinite sea, and being accompanied by the chirping birds puts everything in perspective. I don’t want for anything in those moments. I’m really content to just be.

What made it even more magical was a particularly vivid rainbow. It was like the universe was sharing my joy. This of course added to the feeling of “oneness” 🙂🌈🦋

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It never made any sense whatsoever to prohibit solitary outdoor activities. None.

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Exactly!. No logic/science behind the decision at all.

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Pride/Vanity

Gluttony (Oh God, I am so bad at this one)!

Lust

Wrath

Sloth

Envy

Greed

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The person who has been putting me through emotional abusive hell lately had resorted to calling me stupid and ignorant.

Today they backtracked and told me that I wasn’t stupid but smart. Gaslighting bullshit at its finest. Apparently my reaction, which was a facial expression I shot my grandmother, to what they said hurt their feelings and was disrespectful and they were done talking to me. I’m done with their behavior and I don’t have the energy to deal with it. I just need to do what I need to do to get out of it as soon as possible.

On that note, what transits would be involved with situations like this? I know I don’t have any major ones apart from Uranus making aspects with my Venus and Moon via the square. And Pluto and Jupiter are in conjunction with my natal Mercury. 

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Don’t forget, you’re still in your Saturn Return. You’re doing great and sowing seeds for the next 29 years of your life! 

But, yeah. That emotional abuse is nasty and I hope you get out as soon as possible! It sounds like you’re stuck in a hard place right now. Not impossible to get out of, but from what I hear, it might take time.

Job searching is hard. Grrrrr. Have you gotten any signs or intuitions from the universe? 

Sorry, for your crappy situation. Don’t forget, you’re a Scorpio rising, you can plow through anything! wink

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That’s right, my Saturn Return ends in December. I hope good seeds are being sowed and I reap the awards. Regarding the job search, I have a job developer I’m working with on becoming self-sufficient so I can move out of this situation. I also keep forgetting that I am a Scorpio rising. I’ve been through this before and I recognize what it is and I know how to ask for help. I sent prayers, if that’s appropriate if you believe in a higher power (the Universe) that has nothing to do with Christianity, asking for strength and protection (Universe and Pluto), for safety (Saturn), and financial abundance (Jupiter). I also sent a prayer to the Universe for a job that utilizes my writing and tech skills. I also cleansed off my Celtic dara knot with white sage and asked Saturn for it to protect me. I’ve felt peaceful all day and I can’t explain it but I do feel like there’s a safety blanket over me. I’m not sure how often I need to ask for guidance from the Universe on the job front. And I actually used my journal to invoke what I asked for.

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PurpleStarGirl, hang in there and be super kind to yourself these days…

Sorry to hear about the abuse you’re receiving from family and others.

anonymoushermit’s words sound bang on right…perhaps save them somewhere safe and read them whenever you’re in need of hope and solace in these times.

You’ll get out. You’re probably consciously or unconsciously working towards it…

Uranus activating your moon so potential domestic and home changes and letting go of old emotional habits. With Uranus activating your venus changes in relationships seem likely too. Uranus liberates!

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Thanks. It could be Uranus causing chaos in my life and I know he likes to do that just for shits and giggles. I’ve read that it ultimately is a positive thing that he’s doing regarding that but just in a crazy and roundabout way. I suppose I should look forward to the end result.

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Sad anniversary…

Sending thoughts to you, courageous NMC.

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Oh God, Corona, Corona, Corona! I can’t wait until this thing is over. I could just scream. I hope, at the most, this whole quarantine thing is over at a total of 2 years!

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I’m so sick of it, too.

I am looking forward to everything being 100% open and to the face mask recommendation being relaxed. Once that happens, I will feel better, even if the virus is still being dealt with.

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