How do you feel right now?
Sounds like quite a few of us are experiencing a rebellious streak at the moment. To quote Hades Moon:
'finger up at authority'
Ha! That's exactly how I feel! So sick of the BS! That Uranus energy is really kicking in - simple suspicion and disbelief has now morphed into a real 'up yours' attitude laced with plenty of contrarian stubborness. My motto: 'Whatever the government wants you to do, do the opposite thing.'
(You can probably tell I have tr. Uranus square my 11th House Sun, also loosely squared my Mercury & Uranus right now).
That Uranian energy, coupled with some really good Jupiterian aspects has been amazingly positive for me - I've had a fantastic lucky streak lasting nearly a month now. I'm having fun in spite of all their best efforts to kill everyone's joy - just to spite them.
Refuse to let the b*stards grind you down!
I have gone through just about every emotion possible in the past 48 hours. I don't usually feel angry, but right now I feel very angry about what my husband has to go through because of his parents' divorce. He's an only child, and his parents divorced when he was 18. They are cordial, but there's so much animosity, and neither of them are totally innocent. My husband is very close with his mom, as am I. His relationship with his father isn't the best, but he still tries to be a good son and supports his dad as much as he is able.
His dad has a wedding planned for this weekend, and it will be his 3rd marriage. This past Monday, my husband and I visited with my FIL and discussed what we would wear to the "cowboy and cowgirl" themed party which will follow a church wedding. Later that day my husband and I were both sent ice-cold text messages from the fiance (all because my FIL lied to her and told her that we didn't call before we came to the house - Red flag! Why did he feel the need to lie about that anyway?) Due to that misunderstanding, we got uninvited from the wedding. Yikes! My husband was too hotheaded to speak to anyone after that, so I spent 20 min on the phone trying to reason with the fiance (without hurting my FIL's feelings who I knew was on speaker phone) but had no luck. Then I was fuming. My husband was incredibly hurt, afraid he'd never talk to his dad again, and seriously scared that his dad might hurt or kill himself, or his fiance, or us. We didn't sleep a wink. Full moon. Then yesterday morning the wedding was called off. A breakup would cause enormous financial burden for my FIL, but still - what a relief! And yet, too good to be true... Of course by the end of the day the wedding was back on, and we are expected to attend. WTF.
I've got 100 other complicated things to deal with in my personal life, but right now I'm stumped on what to say to smooth things over with a bride-zilla who is twice my age and just pulled all of that. She sent me a text asking me to call her. Honestly I think she's an obnoxious, moronic, control freak, drama queen, psycho bitch, and I want nothing to do with her and I think the marriage is a terrible idea! My Sagittarius moon prefers to be blunt in these situations but it's my turn to say something nice or else the tension will end up back on my husband... what can I possibly say?
Well....I talked to one of my housemate's daughters today.
She told me her mom has no memory of what happened the other night!
She also has no recollection of the blitz of texts she sent her sister saying "they're nasty" "they are liars" "don't trust them!" (referring to me and both of her daughters).
Her daughter knows about the texts because her mom accidentally sent them to her as well!
Okay, Pisces full moon and Saturn/Venus--good work. You just blew up a family.
Oh well, I'll just give the housemate her meals and her pills til I run for the hills!
I'm feeling somewhat settled today with some underlining anxiety because of work problems.
Can't do much for now to sort them (have done as much as I can this week) so I'll focus on the mundane and getting by for now.
TV shows and films and great reading are my soul food right now (neptune transit and energies.) I really lowered some of my expectations this Covid year and I'm so glad I did - the right call!
'Good enough' days are great!
Just plain busy and plan on keeping it that way. Nose to the grindstone mode, prob. moreso w/ Mars Rx.
Now I just feel drained. I spent the better part of the afternoon on the phone with my health insurance company and several doctors offices. I spoke with some very lovely Anns, Courtneys, Michelles, and Danielles... I cried three times. Made some progress. I need to see a neurologist.