How do you feel right now?
I’ve just noticed in myself recently that it’s very easy to get caught up in the mental realm. I know for me, that it’s a kind of coping mechanism, to seek to understand what’s happening in the world, intellectually. I definitely feel that there’s a place for thought, evaluation etc, but I do feel that it sometimes can be kind of a cop out for me.
I’ve seen this is others lately too. Discussions seem to be more about opinions rather than the internal impressions. Maybe that’s my projection, maybe not. You all tell me.
It also seems that discussions about opinions seem to divide people (go figure haha). But I have seen in the past that going into that emotionally raw realm, creates an authentic space where all kinds of emotions are accepted simultaneously. And if we go there together, within ourselves, that bonding seems to happen. It seems that in the emotional realm that the particular emotions arent necessarily important, but just the exposure of them. The vulnerability of doing that is empowering and connecting. Both of which I could use.
It also reminds me of something I’ve read. It was advice from a man about how to communicate in a marriage. He said that him and his wife try to communicate how they feel rather than what they think. That they used to argue about their differing ideas, but they can’t argue about their feelings. And that when we deal in feelings, we tend to come to know ourselves and each other much better.
So.... this is my conscious effort to forget about my thoughts and opinions for a while and feel my feelings. And I invite you, to do the same if you wish to honor your emotional body in this way.
Ive been feeling tired and numbed out when Im in opposition, interspersed with moments of deep comfort when I’m in surrender. I think my heart might be broken by everything. But I also know that my heart being broken is usually part of my expansion process, so I do have a deeper trust. The world has broken my heart many times, and somehow I’m always able to find love for it again. Every time though there’s just a little bit of wariness, because I know that that’s not guaranteed. It takes work and I always wonder if I’ll just get tired of caring. So far so good though. I still care.
I woke up happy today. I feel satisfied.
I'm glad you asked because mentally, it's war out there.
I am also happy.
I've had a grand water trine with t.Neptune since the beginning of this year that will last into early 2022. On many levels it has been very easy for me to tap into emotional contentment and containment. This aspect is truly a blessing, and I am starting to understand why it's revered. I don't think that I was initially aware of how the grand water trine was working because it can easily be taken for granted - the energy flows without effort or stress. I am now experimenting with trying to consciously direct the energy ....
Most people can probable relate to this, but watching the information, media especially social media you consume is important. And also, I've deliberately avoided people that are obsessive in their views and communication of their fears. If someone keeps saying the same thing over and over and over again, my magic button comes handy .... CTRL-ALT-DEL
Poof they are deleted. lol
I feel calm and at peace. While my life is moving slowly my Mars in Taurus is ok with it. Excited about my future, relieved for my aunt. Thankful.
The is Sun is opposite my Saturn and Pluto is conjunct my Mercury; I have dark thoughts and feel stuck.