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Jupiter in Aquarius transiting my 5th house. I feel what is being reveled to me is to focus more on my inner self, to listen to it and have more confidence sharing it. My own Sun is in the 12 house and expressing my true inner self is problematic for me. With this energy now, I feel going more int that direction and with more confidence (losing the focus on what other will say/ think, etc.). This feels good at the moment and I guess this transit help with the fact that I’m in psychotherapy since Capricorn Saturn crossed my IC. There is a new need I feel inside to be more kind towards myself and search for a way to befriend my past somehow.

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So I am really digging into stuff now. When I first came across it, I wondered if I were the last to know. I mean, it's everywhere.  How many people know what I know (now)?

At first, I thought it was a lot. I'm old, right? Stupid. Blind?

I just made this assumption, the notion is communicated to me often enough.  I stuck with this theory for a period of months. I've realized now, this is not the case.

I am not talking about Q or conspiracies... I am talking about the factual situation we're all in at this time. I have realizing most people have not so much as an inkling.

The other day I ran across a remark, that maybe 1% of people realize the situation. This stunned me because I started out on the other end of the spectrum.  I don't think the number is correct... I don't know how anyone could know or even guess the number of people who can see the situation but I do know it's not that many.

My next curiosity was, why me?

Does God show certain people? Or is it the opposite?

I still don't know the answer to that and I may never know.  The knowledge is an empowering (Pluto) burden (Capricorn). But I did figure out how I would see this more readily than the average person.

No, it is not brains or special powers or insight. It's the fact that I not only grew up without a TV... I did not really sit down to watch one until I was about 35 years old. To this day, I almost never turn it on, independently, though I do watch with my husband.

This is a gigantic chunk of experience to be lacking. It truly and authentically differentiates me from my peers.

Fucking fuck. No wonder I can't fit in. I don't have what you have. 

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@elsa I have not been watching TV since my teens, I simply cannot stand it, I do not understand how you can watch this trash and stay mentally healthy, even if I walk by and someone is watching it in the room I feel instantly "drained". I have a lot of Pisces. I do not know how it is in US but here this medium is so toxic and disempowering, there is so little about cooperation and respect for other life in it, it is mostly fear-based smoke and mirrors tactics, political and corporate agenda and exaltation of abusive role models.

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@placebo-essence Smart!

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@elsa The only TV I watch these days, pretty much, is HGTV. (My housemate was a real estate agent, back in the day, so even with dementia, she understands home renovations.) I have a client whose wife will turn on OAN or Fox News to keep up with the world and within minutes, she's agitated. My mom no longer watches the news for the same reason. It kicks her blood pressure into the danger zone. 

There's just not much on TV worth seeing nowadays. Basically you're being fed a worldview--depending on which channel you watch. Maybe this is why I'm busy researching my family lineage in my free time now, and the TV merely serves as background noise. 

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@notmycircus this is all true but it goes a lot deeper and it's far more sinister and affecting. 

I see these people... even around here. They find out, they are going to lose their shit.  Because we don't know; we really don't know and when we find out, the operation necessary to un-fuck your head is more than most would want to go through.

I am trying to figure this out.  I am trying HARD to figure it out but right now, I don't have the answers. I don't know if it is 1% or if that is wildly off. 

Sometimes I think people will realize this, but other times I think, they will never realize.  Am I supposed to disturb their peace?

I don't know.  Like I wrote on another thread, for all I know, my grandfather figured it out and decided not to disturb my peace.

All I know for sure is that I will have to answer whatever I do (or don't do) so I am just trying real hard to discern. And I know I am on track because at least once a week I get a call that relates to this and I am pretty sure there's not another astrologer on the planet who can and will tell them what's going on.

This tells me I am on the right path.  But it was a major piece to realize I missed more than three decades of tv and this was when I was young.

I know of ONE family (other than Amish types) that does not allow their children to watch tv. ONE.

I always relate to these kids - there are six of them, because I know what it's like to not have this influence.

Anyway, people will lose their shit - I am sure about this. I see all these people dying around me and think on one level they're lucky. They died in peace!  It's up to God, I guess. But they died in peace and for all I know, most people will follow suit.

I don't think this is the case. I think people are going to find out.  But I don't know and I am not willing to be the one to upset people until I have a clear sign, it's something I should do. Until then, I work on this daily. 

It's unfathomable.  So much I have written on this blog over the years, I understand it now. Spider senses going off my entire life but I just didn't get it until I did. And I believe the reason (in my particular case) is because of my background. Other people know and I don't know how they found out. That's why I keep asking.

Does God show a person this stuff or is it the devil?

I wrote this in 2015:

https://www.elsaelsa.com/astrology/when-you-find-out-youre-wrong/

"Everything" was the understatement of all time.

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@elsa l know of only a few astrologers who will tell others what is going on. You are a rare breed now. They are doing it and they are getting a lot of blowback for it. They are however getting a great deal of support too from reading comments. I get the feeling that they feel they have to do what they are doing in service.

Last week one of these astrologers made a statement saying that he felt that this Era that we are in would go down as one of the darkest that would put a black mark on the soul of astrology and it's reputation. His meaning was that astrologers were guilty of horrendous crimes now.

I don't know how true that is but l never thought of it that way and thought it was interesting.

I would be terribly remiss lf l were not to tell you how much l appreciate who you are as an astrologer, what it is you're doing and how you have gone about it. Thank you. Thank you.

I am trying to figure out the same things as you are mentioning. I don't  know either. I found out. I don't know what the impetus was. Was it God? Have l lived this in another time and place breeding familiarity? Is it marked on my atro chart? Hell if l know. I damned sure am not the sharpest knife in the drawer, not the smartest.

I only know it's the loneliest place on earth to be. I feel alot of pain. What can l do though? It is what lt is and there is no rewind button. I think l have the strength to continue.

 

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@elsa Does God show this stuff to a person or is it the devil? Oh man, ya I’ve been through that kind of foundation rocking exploration. It’ll bend ones mind, I imagine even more if you’re religious and have read the bible. Puts the whole serpent and the apple in a different light. Puts the creator in a different light too. Revelations too. All of it really. 

I have wondered too about the morality of showing people stuff. Is it right or wrong? Seems to cause a lot of upheaval for people as well as oneself. But then keeping information from people is not always right either if it’s something that could empower them.

I think that’s the real conflict, even beyond good and evil. To expose or not to? I don’t really know. I just use my intuition and hope I’m not hurting anyone by showing them or hurting anyone by keeping it from them. Ultimately I try to honor their freewill but that gets super tricky to discern at a certain level. It’s not always as clear cut as Morpheus offering the two pills to Neo (or maybe it is and I’m complicating it). 

And I realized too that their willingness to punish me was not an indication of wether or not I did the right thing. I will get punished no matter what, that’s part of playing that role in someone’s life. 

And then, that thought....what if I’m wrong? Lol. I get that less and less but it stunted me for a while. I think it’s part of that process too. 

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@elsa I remember Dr. Ben Carson (the one who served in the Trump administration) talked about the effects of TV on children in one of his books. He said that 98% of children are born creative, and by 15 years old, that number drops significantly. I think he blamed television, and the fact that even our news is regurgitated to us in the form of talking heads telling us what to think about the news, instead of allowing us to digest it and think for ourselves. (This is why I can't stand cable news--FOX, CNN, MSNBC, etc. They bring "analysts" in to tell us how we should feel about new stories, often with great passion. It's insulting to my intelligence.)

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@notmycircus the thing is, Dr. Ben Carson is also a talking head.

Talking heads talking about talking heads are talking heads.

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@elsa, I hope you know, you can poll many of us, anytime you want.  Me, at least.

I grew up with unrestricted tv (no cable, though) and, no taboos about any books.  Agewise, you're my little sister, in a totally different family, and loved none the less.  Loved to bits.

PS: I haven't watched any TV in the last several years.... online, selective listening, only.  Because Gemini Moon, aspecting Mercury et al, I need fruitful thoughts.

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@elsa I haven't watched TV since I was a teen. I'm really busy and the programs are too low in quality to make me stop what I'm doing and sit down and watch. I'd say this era is awakening us to new dangers and new possibilities. If you are sensitive to the undercurrents (we share that Moon in Scorpio, we know too well), you can read between the lines. People are too tired to think of anything anymore due to the psychological strain the pandemic has put everyone through. I think the deck is being reshuffled. As for astrology, more and more people are seeking its help, they are thirsty for answers.

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Elsa, I too, have former family members - former stepsiblings, too.  Bizarre hah?

I never disowned anyone.  Simply acknowledged that they did so.

Just to say, Uranus in the family mix can bring surprises.

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@poppy I don't know what you're talking about in regards to me. I don't have anyone I would consider a "former family member".

Your family is your family. I have blood relatives which are and will always be, blood relatives.

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@elsa , ah here it is, the post that I needed to reply to, right then.

First, I'm sorry, truly so, that I presumed.  Sorry, too, that circumstances have diverted me from saying so, promptly.

Second, I value your insight, and your skills in communicating.  I too consider family is family, whatever... Thanks for reminding me of that.

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@poppy It's no problem!

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It's like slowly pealing back layers! ? 

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@anonymoushermit, and Elsa, I meant, my "former stepsiblings" have, noticably, decided to cut me out of their family tree.  No blood relations between us.

However, in my family, there's a decided tendency toward being selective about who is family... Uranus, in action.  From my side, my brothers who waver about whether or not I count, as their sister, are my brothers nevertheless.  My sister who disdained me for a time, still my sister, after she came back to me.  (Before so, too, obviously.)

Ditto my stepsisters, with whom I share only our childhoods, and no blood relationship:. I still love them from afar.

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Well, I learned it'll never happen with the crush I've had for 2 years. Sigh. That'll be another thread...

Better to know now than drag it out with hope for a few more years, mind you, but still sucks.

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Uranus is in my 10th house. I guess the main thing I realized personally was that if something wasn’t in the cards for me, even if I really, really wanted it, something just as good/important is. It seems that when a dream I held dear to my heart got smashed, the universe opened different doors for me almost as a compensation for keeping on going in spite of the emotional pain I went through when my original dream fell through. As a thank you, I’m putting my all into this. It did seem like it was some kind of divine plan. 

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