What is being revealed to you?
Jupiter in Aquarius transiting my 5th house. I feel what is being reveled to me is to focus more on my inner self, to listen to it and have more confidence sharing it. My own Sun is in the 12 house and expressing my true inner self is problematic for me. With this energy now, I feel going more int that direction and with more confidence (losing the focus on what other will say/ think, etc.). This feels good at the moment and I guess this transit help with the fact that I’m in psychotherapy since Capricorn Saturn crossed my IC. There is a new need I feel inside to be more kind towards myself and search for a way to befriend my past somehow.
So I am really digging into stuff now. When I first came across it, I wondered if I were the last to know. I mean, it's everywhere. How many people know what I know (now)?
At first, I thought it was a lot. I'm old, right? Stupid. Blind?
I just made this assumption, the notion is communicated to me often enough. I stuck with this theory for a period of months. I've realized now, this is not the case.
I am not talking about Q or conspiracies... I am talking about the factual situation we're all in at this time. I have realizing most people have not so much as an inkling.
The other day I ran across a remark, that maybe 1% of people realize the situation. This stunned me because I started out on the other end of the spectrum. I don't think the number is correct... I don't know how anyone could know or even guess the number of people who can see the situation but I do know it's not that many.
My next curiosity was, why me?
Does God show certain people? Or is it the opposite?
I still don't know the answer to that and I may never know. The knowledge is an empowering (Pluto) burden (Capricorn). But I did figure out how I would see this more readily than the average person.
No, it is not brains or special powers or insight. It's the fact that I not only grew up without a TV... I did not really sit down to watch one until I was about 35 years old. To this day, I almost never turn it on, independently, though I do watch with my husband.
This is a gigantic chunk of experience to be lacking. It truly and authentically differentiates me from my peers.
Fucking fuck. No wonder I can't fit in. I don't have what you have.
Elsa, I too, have former family members - former stepsiblings, too. Bizarre hah?
I never disowned anyone. Simply acknowledged that they did so.
Just to say, Uranus in the family mix can bring surprises.
It's like slowly pealing back layers! ?
Well, I learned it'll never happen with the crush I've had for 2 years. Sigh. That'll be another thread...
Better to know now than drag it out with hope for a few more years, mind you, but still sucks.
Uranus is in my 10th house. I guess the main thing I realized personally was that if something wasn’t in the cards for me, even if I really, really wanted it, something just as good/important is. It seems that when a dream I held dear to my heart got smashed, the universe opened different doors for me almost as a compensation for keeping on going in spite of the emotional pain I went through when my original dream fell through. As a thank you, I’m putting my all into this. It did seem like it was some kind of divine plan.