What in that chart could be an indicator of an abuse?
Can you tell me that? I don't need any long interpretations, sometimes one look at the chart gives the answer. I don't think I can be objective with my own chart - that's why I ask, maybe for someone here it would be easier,more clear...
I will be grateful, if you could tell me what is an indicator of abuse in my chart. Please don't focus on my conjunction between Moon and Pluto, I just know that...I am curious if anything else can cause that problem.
Look at Mars!
I'll use my chart as an example:
I have 10th Taurus Moon, opposing 4th Scorpio Pluto & Mars. My Mars is also conjunct Scorpio Saturn. My father is stifling. Very violent and abusive. He hated his father, and I was not his biological son (something I discovered just last year). My mother abandoned us, and my step-mom was a hard addict, very abusive physically and mentally, a liar and thief too.
This created a DEEP need for a mother/female figure (& father figure), so I was susceptible to manipulative, narcissistic women (men too), and ran with undisciplined kids, looking for attention in all sorts of ways.
My Moon is also squaring my Mercury. This made it hard to express what I was feeling and happening internally. I learned to just lie or disassociate.
Seems some of us, especially me, have to live our stories before we can make sense of what the planets have already put into manifestation.
I've noticed Pluto aspecting the IC also is prominent in charts of people who have been abused. Pluto squares mine and two other people I know also have Pluto squaring their IC and have suffered abusive and traumatic childhoods.