vocational crossroads — confused by my chart contradiction
I'm at a bit of a crossroads vocationally, and am curious if any of you may have a different perspective on my astrology...
I feel like there is a contradiction btw all my Aries/5th house placements & 6th house placements.
My North Node wants to pioneer and have an audience. My shiny Leo MC supports this notion too, but then its ruler, my Sun is in the 6th (behind the scenes, subordinate work).
How the heck do I make sense of this?
It shall come to no surprise that I grew up as a performer/artist. I feel most fulfilled when I'm being creative. In my younger years I definitely wound up in a lot of 6th house roles/odd paths to support my creative goals. But, I never could totally get out from under the service jobs.
Now over the years- I've changed a lot, pursued different passions etc & quite frankly with the digital age - loathe social media. My Sun has become more comfortable hiding behind that Pluto cloak. But, my Moon NN is still what it is... in the 5th...
I included both below because Placidus, my Jupiter is in the 5th where as Equal is 6th.
one more attempt 🌻
I'm sorry that no one has responded. I could not think of anything to say in response to what you wrote. I think you are saying you don't like your situation. You are the only one in the position to judge this?
I am not trying to rude in any way. I'm trying to explain why I have been quiet and it's possible this is similar to how others are parsing this.
@belladonna Have you thought that it might be because you are a Taurus? Taurus 6th houser... It's very earthy combo. Are Taureans very showy? I think they're more like Librans being ruled by Venus, I mean they like to be amongst people on a level. Can also be reserved and contain a lot of energy. I'm sure there's a good way to channel your fire and creativity through this earthy placement, but you would be giving people something different, through integrity, power, light, containment and also fierce grace. There's a great need for that.