Venus in Cancer: T-Square from ~8/30 to 9/5/2020
I have been in a mind funk despite purchasing my first apartment as an adult and resolving so much tension of past few years. Now, been asking my mind to tone down expectations of the future. I feel unloved, unlovable....and seem to be okay with it. I don't expect great shakes from this Tsquare, but if there is one thing I pray it delivers, its hope. I just need a few realistic dreams to focus my energies on.
Oh, and Cap Jupiter opposite Cancer Venus means I have been crazily researching about pieces of furniture that cost a fortune. Vintage danish feminine sofas....can I really afford you?
Love is real, and its very expensive.
Coming up on Sunday...sheer logic opposing pure, unboundaried intuition. Values of caring Vs obsession with structure and authority. All anchored by the innocent naivete that change requires more blind rage.
Pluto at 22* the same degree as the Saturn-Pluto conjunction in Jan and the degree Pluto goes direct ....
Adds to the intensity of this T.
I accidentally zombie(d) someone.
It's totally the exact square of Venus-Pluto today, that's to blame ..lol
The Moon was Void of Course at the time, so I'm confident my accident will go under the radar and not amount to much.
Besides, it would never fly with me today, but back then, this is someone that shoulda, coulda, woulda ...
That's in my 4th, and Venus joins Mars, Saturn and Pluto squaring my ASC/Jupiter opposition.
As soon as Venus headed towards that monster square, Big Cap decided we were moving. The house is going up for sale in mid October. We spent all of today packing. He can't get out of this house soon enough - it was always a burden to him.
As if I don't have enough stress on me right now...