Transiting Neptune Square Natal Moon
Okay, I searched for this topic and could not find it. I am having this happen right now. Tr. Neptune in Pisces is squaring my Natal Moon in Gemini and Oooo boy! It is making me one big emotional mess. Now, Gemini does not do feelings people. Gemini loves to live in its own mind and be able to THINK (Mercury) clearly.
So, here comes Transiting Neptune in its misty, foggy, and nebulous form sending waves after waves of emotion crashing down on me. I end up in tears over the smallest things and a clear mind? Nada chance! I have to be careful I don't get lost in all this fog and mist.
Want to talk about forgetfulness? Here is one example: One day a few weeks back, I forgot how to spell the word Wednesday. I write a lot and write that word a lot, but at that time, I had to ask my husband to spell that word for me. I felt like I was starting Dementia.
Anyone else want to share their experiences?
^^^ added tags for Tonya.
I faced trNeptune square my natal Moon back in 2001. It was when I entered high school, with Uranus in Aquarius and Saturn in Taurus hitting my Scorpio MC. Even though I was young, I remember it was the time when I took off the rose-tinted glasses regarding my family and was incredibly anxious in order to keep my school performance top-notch despite the issues between my parents at home. I became the top student in class, and this has carried on since then, but the cost was too heavy. At age 12, in order to endure bullying and feel attractive to prospective lovers, I started smoking 4 packs. Not 1 or 2, but 4.
I started alcohol, too, first at parties, in order to deal with a strained relationship, but then it reached levels that made my classmates concerned, to the point that even those who would bully me went ahead and asked one of my favorite teachers to intervene. Feeling that finally someone did care for me, I cut alcohol off. When trUranus in Pisces trined my Sun amidst my first nodal return in Aquarius, I cut off smoking for good. There are still times when I crave for a cigarette if I feel overwhelmed and burdened by family issues, but I let it go, because I remember how I was back then.
I think it is important to maintain boundaries under the influence of Neptune, and if something isn't clear, take a step back and reassess the situation.
@canscocappy I am not able to work. But my husband did get a better job this time. There are differing circumstances each time we end up moving. This one came about due to the death of his sister.