Transit You're Dreading / Transit You're Looking Forward To?
I'm (now) looking forward to Mars in Gemini for seven months!
Not dreading anything. Been through to thorough of an ordeal to be worried about much.
I keep hoping that Uranus going through my seventh, and the eclipses on my Venus, will finally bring me unexpected love. SO FAR, NO EFFING DICE on that, though. No matter how much I pray and beg the universe, even God can't find someone who'd want to be with me that I'd want to be with, apparently.
During this transit I found someone I could love, but does he feel the same? Apparently not quite. I just don't get it. It's been 18 years since anyone wanted me that I could want. The only guys who have wanted me in 18 years is an unhappily married friend (nope) and a guy 30 years older than me (nope again). I'm so depressed and sad at being someone who's starving and yet can't stand to eat the only food I can get, which is covered in mold! I can't afford to be picky and choosy and there's no real choice out there.