Mine began in 2005, at the age of 20-21 years old.

One of my younger brother's was diagnosed with lymphoma, and passed later the following year. I was also in a very toxic relationship.

I left my parents home for the final time, of course out of anger and in an attempt to flee the evil.

I was subsumed by Neptune, in a fugue state. Nothing was clear, and neither was I. Communicating clearly with anyone was extremely difficult.

I made a lot of ridiculous choices. Nothing panned out. All seemed like a gamble, or empty. Pining anything down was futile.

I am not fond of that time period, but there were valuable lessons.