Scared of upcoming Pluto square my moon
I need to vent, Pluto is coming for my Moon in Libra in the first house. And Ofcourse Pluto is transiting my IC. I have been in therapy since Oct 2020. Made a lot of changes. But once in a while I struggle with severe anxiety . My sibling isn’t doing well mentally. Now I constantly experience anxiety that one day someone will call or stand in front of my door to tell me , sibling died or lost it totally. I had to cut off contact because my sibling is narcistic. Or something like that. I feel guilty and scared. My therapist says I need to drop the feeling that I’m responsible for my siblings life. Did anyone experience the same ? And how did you cope with it? Next year march 3 , Venus, Mars and Pluto will be at 27 degrees all squaring my moon. Can someone tell me what to expect ? Because I expect a very sad and horrible period.
I hope someone can ease my mind.
thank you for reading this.
It will be painful. I'm sorry! Consider making a deep commitment to getting through whatever comes up. I say this because Pluto in Cap against a LIBRA moon. I'm pretty sure you can spare yourself some suffering if you commit right now, to not waffling.
Expect to be toughened up and also to gain wisdom.
But I expect trouble/heartbreak comes from the sibling
See, you know this is coming so plan (Saturn) to detach (Uranus).
This is your chance to have boundaries!
I'm having a Pluto transit right now, the third pass, and it's very hard. It's not my Moon involved but my Sun and Uranus. It's trine to Sun and square to Uranus, all at 24*. A trine shouldn't be so bad but it is. Pluto kind of takes over your functioning when you're not looking and you lose your normal awareness and are almost pitched back to an earlier place in your life (with Moon, very emotional focus), one which is ready for healing. Therapists would call it a regression. I find it's like a reliving, although you may have forgotten the worst details of the original experience, but the anxiety comes from there because emotions are trying to get out (try to feel and express it). It makes it hard dealing with others because you are seeing them from this other place and it's irrational. The way you feel about yourself is irrational too. From the way you write the transit is active now, you are in it already, its applying at 3 degrees. It's good you are reaching out because it means you already have awareness that weird stuff is happening to you and you want to stay sane. Make sure to check an ephemeris for when Pluto passes 27 and if it will rx back. Get all the dates in your diary. Today I meditated because I felt so taken over and it really helped to centre me back to my more rational self and I got good guidance. I have found trying to talk to others hard and it throws you back onto your inner reserves. I'm going to do it everyday now at least until 30th Nov when Pluto reaches 25*, then see how it is.
Hi Carmen. I can relate because the Pluto square is coming for my Moon in early degrees of Scorpio. I've had a little taste of the energy of this transit and its very obsessive and intense. My Scorpio Moon is more used to dealing with this type of energy, but maybe not so much for a Libra Moon.
My husband has a Libra Sun and Scorpio Moon at 1 degree. His mother is old (90) and slowly dying. He's trying his best to deal with it. We don't live near her and that makes it worse. He feels so guilty.
The best way to deal with this transit is to learn when to stop yourself when it gets too deep. It can become an abyss.