Carl Jung. Sorry. Very early in the morning for me. In need of a second coffee.

I do, I had suppressed a lot of emotional things from the past and had projected it all on to my current life and relationships. Currently trying to work through it, but I think perhaps I need therapy to truly heal. I look at the world far different realizing how the past is effecting(affecting?... I can never get that right!!) my present and that helps a lot.

Well done L.

Congratulations. It's a huge leap in consciousness. Bravo!

Thanks Fashion!
I am trying my best!

Such a Plutonic thread. Just wanted to share my experience and little things that have helped. Any small trigger would remind me of things that happened years back, that i had firmly repressed. Threads get tangled and turn into fluff balls...leading to recognition of patterns. So, there is a point to all the horridness.

My journey has been very 5th/11th house focused and the resultant damage/resurrection is there. A few days back discovered Dr Bach's Flower Essence Remedies. Someone recommended the Walnut Flower essence for coping with change and Star of Bethlehem for dealing with trauma/bereavement. Both have helped me immensely. I feel the fog of despair lift a bit. Now, I can literally see dirt in corners of the home that I would just not notice before, I have gotten over habits of sitting in specific corners of sofa or using only specific bedspreads. Little changes help and break the non-stop cycle of processing the trauma once the floodgates open.

Seems a good thread for a Pluto-flavored full moon in Cancer.