I was just thinking about this. It feels a lot different to look back on it. It really lasted for probably about four to six months. I got some really good advice here and much love which I deeply appreciate still. Im sorry that I couldn’t personally respond to every comment. Hopefully everyone understood.
Anyway I just connected something that was happening at that time, which was what I would call sound torture. There was a carwash probably about a quarter mile away and one day it started to make a very loud high pitched whine. It would do it probably six to seven times a day for a couple minutes. Noone else could even hear it, much less be bothered by it.
Another thing was that I would get hit with these strong blasts of energy. Who was the guy who did the sonic boom in mortal kombat? It was like that. Always when I was laying in bed. Sometimes when I was asleep and they would wake me up. And all kinds of weird stuff in the hypnagogic state. Like a sudden intense image of baphomets head and an upside down pentagram that also came with a sonic boom. I do not meditate on such things ever just to be clear. Other stuff too, I should’ve written it down. My insane neighbors. A weird encounter with a police officer. On and on.
All of this I do connect to one pitiful woman who had a hatred for me for reasons I still don’t understand or maybe she was a human vessel for another entity, I don’t know, but she definitely had a part. I don’t even know what exactly I did to stop it because Im still putting the pieces together of it all. But I do remember telling calmly her to just stop. I do know that if it happens again I won’t doubt myself or powers like I did in this instance.
For some reason I felt compelled to share this today. Maybe its supposed to help someone else. Even though I still feel reservations in talking about things like this.
Are you still 'cursed'?
Sometimes 'bad luck' is just the universe saying 'wrong turn, wrong turn!' or 'Danger, danger!' rather than a curse. But, yeah, it could also be a curse.
Well I never used the word “curse”. Yes I was targeted. Noone else needs to believe me, I know what it was. I was just sharing this time in case it could help someone else.
eta: oh but yes I do believe that EVERYTHING is messages from the universe.
Thanks for the update, really useful thread. I think this was the essence of my Pluto square Moon transit. Wish I'd had this info back then.