@vdn I'm sorry you are suffering. I hope there will be some relief for you soon. It sounds like you really need space just as circumstances conspire to bring you closer to the source of your pain. Pluto can ask us to surrender, it can really work on the ego and our need to control or understand things. Are you feeling like letting go? Not of your own life, but of these people. It may not mean physically walking away right at this time, but something deeper inside you shifting even just gradually towards a voice saying this is not my responsibility. So you can be present but care less. Usually there is some grief keeping us attached to these toxic entanglements, because family are the people who are supposed to love us.
How is everyone?
I am just having a low moment...
May be it's Pluto approaching my Mars at 1 degree. May be its Uranus approaching my Venus (opposition).
I allowed myself to hope that it would be a relief for Pluto to move out of Cap..
But this is not going to end for me in anyway...for a long.. long time..
(disclaimer: I am generally okay.. just feeling low for a moment 
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Ugh, I really don't want to complain!
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Pluto is going to station direct on my moon at 27 degrees on my birthday.. so.. looking forward to that .. NOT! 😀
BUT I am genuinely praying pluto finishing the 26th degree (MC/IC axis) will restart my work life... I mean. COME ON.
Love and light to all of you here..
But especially to people with Libra, Cap and Scorpio placements. 😀
(Sorry for the rant! )
@confusionconfusion Hi! I'm doing well, quite used to ole Pluto still pulling a number on my Merc 😏 It is a bit like a holding cell! I'm not even thinking about it squaring my Scorpio MC, Mars and Venus 🤢
Hope you are getting periods of respite 🌺
Hang in there.. 🙂 ...
I do. (get periods of respite). Thanks for the reminder :).
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Pluto square MC notes: @Elsa was right. I disappeared for most people. my career is definitely changed. (that is if I am ever able to implement the next one :D). I met some very 'Pluto' people, for work - cunning, dark, 'ugh'. My relationship with my parents has transformed completely.
My idea of leadership has completely changed! I will be a very different leader from here on.
Oh, please save up! career changes = being broke in my case :).
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Will add more later.. if something comes to mind..
@confusionconfusion thanks for the heads up! I'm smiling a bit at 'disappearing for most people' - I've been consistently pulling away for a couple years now! Just pulling my energy in.
Yes, I've had a creeping feeling I should be squirrelling some money away for a rainy day, will get on to that!
@warped Food? Will it really be that bad? (I've always got a full storecupboard as I remember too well having absolutely nothing)
Buy up chicken while it's cheap if you have room in your freezer, or canned if not. The next big hit is expected to be wheat and other grains, so flour, pasta, cereal, bread for the freezer...
@warped Thanks for this! I do bulk-buy chicken and pasta/rice etc. I could do with getting some bread making ingredients tbh.