Saturn indicates what you fear.....perhaps look at the sign and aspects? 

I am deadly afraid of receiving written messages. Seriously if you text me I'll pretty much freak out. Opening my mailbox is torture. Sometimes it takes me days to open a message.

My Third House is very afflicted. I have my South Node in Virgo conjunct my Lilith there, and also my Libra Moon receiving squares from Neptune/Chiron and opposed by Mars.

Seriously it makes me feel so stupid.

My Mercury, ruler of my 3rd House, is also Retrograde and it makes no major aspects other than a conjunction to Sun/IC. 

WindowLicker said
I am deadly afraid of receiving written messages. Seriously if you text me I'll pretty much freak out. Opening my mailbox is torture. Sometimes it takes me days to open a message.
My Third House is very afflicted. I have my South Node in Virgo conjunct my Lilith there, and also my Libra Moon receiving squares from Neptune/Chiron and opposed by Mars.
Seriously it makes me feel so stupid.
My Mercury, ruler of my 3rd House, is also Retrograde and it makes no major aspects other than a conjunction to Sun/IC. 

Oh.

I'm not really afraid of anything unusual. Certainly not spiders. Seriously, I was the girlfriend who took care of all my boyfriends' spiders for them.

I don't like rollercoasters and I wouldn't sky dive...now. Maybe some day because I sometimes wake up one day and want to do crazy things I thought I'd never do.

But I can't think of anything like a phobia....

I'm wondering if fear of becoming homeless is actually something else? For some reason it's something that's often frightened me & recently my sister in law mentioned my brother also has this fear. I have Mars in th 4th in Taurus as the opposing end of a kite / one third of the trine. 

Like Rant, snakes get me.  Even just turning a page in a book and seeing one is enough to get me to throw the book across the room.  I have pluto in aspect to all planets and points in my chart except Saturn,
Angie