Thursday, April 11, 2019
So many people have shared their amazing stories with me this week. It became clear to me that as Pluto stationed, ready to retrograde on Sat 4/25, those deep, intense issues and people from the past (t.South Node in Capricorn), have resurfaced. It has been surprising for many, especially those who thought they had slayed those demons, fears. But here we are.
To think we could conclude more than a year of karmic reckoning by Saturn-Pluto without reflection through a rewind (t.Pluto Rx in Capricorn) especially while the Nodes are at a critical 0 degree in Capricorn/Cancer for another week, would be to miss the point of growth – our personal turning points for releasing the past. The problem(s) come when we try to go back to the way we were, to past relationships, people or way of being etc., because we simply can’t go back from being permanently (Saturn) dead (Pluto); we have to get reborn (Pluto) in a new structure(s) (Saturn).
Be aware that Pluto is heading back to 22° Capricorn in August for 13 weeks at a ~3° conjunction with Saturn in Capricorn.
I don’t know about you, but come August, I definitely don’t want to be reliving the chaos again, especially if Jupiter is involved.
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Monday, May 2, 2011
I’m hearing a common theme from people now–“we want to get back to normal!!” “I’m sick of this crap….I want my old life back!”
And yet, I keep thinking…..normal isn’t there anymore. Like you said, we have to be reborn into a new structure. We’ve had fires in the Amazon and Australia. Did we pay attention? This virus sent a much louder, more personal signal. Are we paying attention NOW??
There’s a saying I came across awhile ago that felt like a kick in the gut after my husband died, but is strangely comforting today:
“Don’t look back–you’re not going that way.”
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Thursday, April 11, 2019
It was never going to be easy, letting go with Saturn-Pluto on a S.Node journey.
In fact, since the Nodes hit 0° it probably has been quite an emotional roller coaster. It might be that each time t.Moon has hit the omega (29°) and alpha (0°) energies we’ve felt like something has reached a critical boiling point. No matter how fleeting the t.Moon can be; some small things have a Butterfly Effect.
On the last day, 5/4, that the Nodes are at 0° Capricorn/Cancer, they will square t.Moon at 0° Libra (Venus ruled) for a moment.
Can you see how this might have been about all that’s Venusian all along? How can life be beautiful without love, self-love? And how can we create or love all creation without love?
“Think about it” say’s Venus in Gemini, “what do you really want”?!
I am one of the people who hope to go back.
Post back surgery, I hope to go back to even-ish legs.
I also hope to go back to well stocked stores… as opposed to becoming Venezuela. But I know what you mean, NMC. I have suffered many permanent losses. This is why I feel if you can something back, it’s worth working for it.
A friend. Trust. Your marriage. Your family. Your health…
A lot of things can be recovered.
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Monday, May 2, 2011
I hope I didn’t sound critical or judgmental. Sometimes I do that.
Would I love to have parts of my old life back? Sure! I miss my old neighborhood, my husband, my old job and coworkers. (Those are permanently gone.) I miss being able to see my friends and family in person. (Hopefully, that changes very soon.) I miss going places without fear. I miss having all my teeth! Lol! But I’m finding moments of peace now, and revisiting things like gardening and cooking at home.
Tonight it occurred to me that I am very lucky this crisis happened while I’m out in the countryside, living with nice people and we’re all helping each other out. All of us in the house can still work and so far, none of us has gotten sick. My husband is safe with God now, away from this virus.
When everything settles down, I do hope everything doesn’t completely go back to normal–by that I mean I hope we never take our relationships, our health, our resources or the great outdoors for granted, ever again.
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Tuesday, March 17, 2020
It is not normal for people not to interact, converse, help each other and such.
It is not normal to leave our elderly parents or other loved ones, to suffer loneliness in LT care, never mind, to die alone. Etc.
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Thursday, April 11, 2019
Perhaps we can’t go back until we know what we’re running from
Where we came from is the root or birth of the problem
So to go back might be to repeat the same mistakes; because if we don’t know what it is that we did to get here, we’ll walk the same familiar paths
With each repetition of steps, the problem may likely get bigger and more acute
So when you know exactly what it is you’re running away from, you might then realize that you actually don’t want to go back
Instead are more ready to accept the adjustments to a change in reality.
“The only constant in life is change” – Heraclitus
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Tuesday, June 18, 2019
What we are running away from (as humanity) is the social myth of constant economic growth being good, even mandatory. When the only worth of a country is measured in GDP, no matter how much resources it consumes, how much it pillages the nature….we were definitely going to be in deep shit sooner or later. I always imagined I would see a climate emergency in my lifetime. I just hadn’t envisaged it to come in the form or a pandemic, and come so soon.
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Thursday, April 11, 2019
I hope whatever fears, perhaps from many life times of karma (action in Sanskrit), that were so deeply bound by the rings of Saturn and lodged in the depths of Pluto have now been consciously acknowledged and released.
If not …
It is possible that some Souls may return/relive the same cycles, repeatedly, until the next karmic reckoning when Saturn-Pluto-South Node meet.
Tuesday, June 18, 2019
I think the cycles will repeat for me, personally. I am as deeply bound as ever, and worse, relishing it!
Also, realized last night that my draconic chart’s Saturn is conjunct my Ascendent in this life time. As if I did not have enough Cronus themes in life. I hear you, Father Time! Tick tock! Loud and Clear!
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Thursday, April 11, 2019
I had an all-nighter, so I hope I can articulate my thoughts succinctly.
I wrote about it in another topic, but somehow missed the connection to this topic; it’s expected when we look at aspects in isolation, yet they are all an inseparable symphony.
On June 21st we have a Solar Eclipse at 0° Cancer (same degree the Nodes stationed in April).
Since, we know that Eclipses are tied to the Nodes of the Moon, it implies that the energy of the North Node at 0° Cancer persists, despite the Nodes ingress in Sag/Gem. Which of course makes sense, because Eclipses come in pairs; the 0° Cancer Solar Eclipse comes 2 weeks after the Lunar Eclipse in Sagittarius on June 5th.
Can you see what’s happening? The South Node Lunar Eclipse in Sagittarius will likely work to release, end past beliefs, hubris, greed, excesses etc., the dark side of Sagittarius. So, that the Solar North Node Eclipse in Cancer can nurture a fresh, new path. In fact, both Eclipses are active now, and are most potent when approaching. I read somewhere that days, weeks before an Eclipse, events that transpire are inevitable, and events that occur after an Eclipse are self-directed. When I think about this, I am struck by the 5 astrological events over the next 5 consecutive days, and the potential inevitability the energy is likely preparing:
Sun 5/10 Saturn Rx at 1° Aquarius
Mon 5/11 Mercury ingress Gemini
Tue 5/12 Venus Rx at 21° Gemini
Wed 5/13 Mars ingress Pisces
Thurs 5/14 Jupiter Rx
Also, when I posed the question “What has this got to do with Venus?” in the topic on the Nodes in Sag/Gem post #91 https://www.elsaelsa.com/forum…..7/#p951740
The answer is everything, because following the Solar Eclipse on June 21st, Venus goes direct on June 24th. It’s not lost to me this happens days before Neptune goes Rx …. Where is that fog now?!
If none of this makes sense, then it probably will around June 30th when Jupiter-Pluto conjunct and Mars is fired up in Aries, ready to go!
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Monday, May 2, 2011
Very interesting. I will keep an eye on this. It would be really nice to see the dark side of Sagittarius come to an end.
Years ago, one of my old friends worked in real estate. This was during Pluto in Sagittarius. The county I was living in was experiencing huge growth, lots of urban sprawl. We were talking one day and she said, “Isn’t it great how the county is growing?” I silently disagreed. I could see into the future and what I saw was a county overbuilt. I believe that has now come to fruition with the 2008-2009 recession and now this pandemic.
I’m not saying I’m happy about it. This brings back memories of my childhood in southern Louisiana during the recession of the early ’80’s. Every time I turned around as a kid, another business was closed. My town was full of shuttered businesses and it was depressing.
What I would like to see is an end to unbridled growth without thought about how it will affect us or the planet we live on. Like Maggie said to Sarah in the movie “Skylark”: “Without the land there is nothing.” She was speaking of the severe drought they were experiencing on the prairie, but I think this could ring true now as well.
Sorry, just thinking out loud.
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Thursday, April 11, 2019
I had another thought which builds on post #27……
The Annual Solar Eclipse on 6/21 at 0° Cancer
t.Saturn Rx at 0° Aquarius
We’re likely to be at a similar point in time as when the Nodes reached Capricorn/Cancer at 0°. But, this time around the relationship between Saturn Rx (retreading the past?) and Moon (auspicious symbol for the future?), will possibly become more apparent to us.
Perhaps, with Saturn Rx in Aquarius, how the recent past has changed our fears might become more obvious to many – potential clarity on t.South Node in Capricorn. If all else fails in recognition/awareness, then the July 5th Eclipse might herald a time of emphasis.
As for the Ring of Fire Eclipse at 0° Cancer, 99% of the Sun will be obscured (head East if you want to see this) – this is a lot, it’s almost a total Eclipse, as such it is a rare Ring of Fire that will be marking the path of t.North Node in Cancer.
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Thursday, March 21, 2019
OK, so I’m not going to talk about the political aspect of this specifically. Because although interesting in my view, the military like language of the Q drops do not translate well onto this kind of thing.
I have read through some of the technical posts here but I cannot offer anything to them. So I can only try and match it up gingerly with my own experience.
I think it is good to talk about this whole thing in terms of transits that link to each other rather than individual transits because that is more correct to the experience we are having. So there is not an overtly technical aspect to this it is organic. As we all know but it worth stating.
Also, I suspect that to do this subject justice you would probably need a group of around five experienced astrologers in a high information density format to go through a whole lot. Probably to just graze the surface. Then you’d need to bring in people who knew something on political machinations. Then spirituality to meld it all together.
The OVERALL theme I think looking at all these different aspects is I think that this is the moment, “finally” some might say the moment, when the personal and political start to merge. I think the left is coming to terms with the fact that not all the elements within it’s own movement are really on its side! I think Mercury is getting ready to show some real deceptive practices in government potentially, perhaps the media. I think there will be a biblical aspect relevant to most people coming along with the Neptune- Mars. Mars is a planet I’m going to talk about in a little.
For me, and for everyone, I think I can see ahead of time what is going on. How the stage is starting to be set for the following events.
Since Saturn Pluto I have been wrestling with a few different people. Two male one female. I have been intensely following dreams to figure out who is who and it has been very useful to me in considering the different dynamics. X person did a and Y person did a and b (which was good) but also c (which is bad). So what is the morality of this?
I have a very clinical sense of fairness. Like I know I have a bit of a hangup with women so I don’t want to treat the female in this case different from how I treat the males. So if I extend a hand out to the males I also do to the female even if my emotions can make no sense of the entire situation. Reading and watching videos on psychology is informing all of this!
This is all going to relate to the astrology, and will become less boring and domestic. Promise! Several planets are directly relevant to different parts of this. Won’t be able to go into all of it. This is all guesswork as well.
With this and additional things the first eclipse comes up as relevant. I had recently been pushed to quite an extent by one of the males in a way that I did not feel respected in the situation and the situation came to a hard stop. I have never before sent an email that lays it all out like I did, and that actually directly challenges emotionally. I laid years of dysfunction out in a single email. Not by describing it directly.
The first eclpse, which is in four or so days, is over my Saturn in the 8th house! I think this, although it happened beforehand is related to that eclipse and of course we will see if there is a response to this. Also, there are other elements that could come back both good and bad and including third parties.
Mars I have noticed to be a common theme, not only directly by transit in the previous office bullying but in each of these encounters. It is a big deal. I think Mars meeting Neptune COULD, if we were to go with the most entertaining dramatic interpretation, be when things start to get so chaotic in the real world that people start to become less aggressive because they are relying on an inner “biblical” strength. This could also mean something is released into the public related to the negative spirits.
We have three aspects at this point that each deserve their own paragraph but we won’t go there (Mercury retrograde, Mars squares, Sun NN). When Mercury went over NN I found personally for those few hours I was absolutely obsessed with the QAnon material and community! That’s what NN in transit means for me!
Following that. So like a story! The second eclipse. I think is related to the situation in society BUT, unhelpfully, frustratingly even IT IS AN INCONJUNCT. It means that we will witness things in the world that will effect us personally that we will not be able to modify of our own power. I do not think then this will be an event of its own I think it will portray a subtle element. An arrest perhaps of a famous person or something that seems small at the time but will later become very, very large.
Another few incredibly significant transits:
Neptune retrograde, Venus direct, Mars Aries, Jupiter- Pluto, Sun square Chiron (considering solar new year was on Chiron), Sun conjunct Mercury retrograde, Saturn into Capricorn!
Then Capricorn eclipse. A bit later Chiron retrograde and Mercury direct.
There are a few points here on different points. Venus I have thought to be directly to do with the left wing, just how it has correlated with some things. Jupiter Pluto is about child trafficking. Mars is appearing a lot and is also squaring the nodes! Mars is the ‘player’ that is still active after all this.
For me this comes to my personal story on the last person I didn’t expand on. The ‘female’ person I had a disagreement with that I thought behaved very well during the whole thing has their chart strongly represented with this eclipse. Mars is at a significant point for both of us. Mars is strongly represented in disagreement so far in fact you could say was a Mars disagreement!
With the female here I do not want the fight, she is younger and has not done bad behaviours in my view (slovenliness is red rag to a bull for me!). But with the two guys I’m happy with the fight. So if I got what I wanted I would want to get on well with the female person in this case. But a line has to be drawn as far as I understand it.
I’m struggling to call what the physical manifestation of all this will be!
I think Mars (which is everything atm!) will have taken on a different flavour by this point. I think it will be a different force that is pushing forward and the shoe will be on the other foot. Through some arrest, some legal case, or some political maneouver – I think those who have held a certain arrogance with transiting Mars will be on the back foot to some extent.
Mercury is still retrograde at this point though so I think things will start to solidify when Mars meets Chiron! The growing triumphalism of the “right wing” was with Uranus going through Aries and I think when Mars goes over that there will be an experience of that again.
HOWEVER, as this works out I think the right will be chafenned a bit, (Mars retrograde) either the court case or whatever it is has not worked out – I’m sure there will still be a movement forward but perhaps it doesn’t look as good as it did, or they find out they have earned a pyrrhic victory. Perhaps, in the not very likely scenario of there being news publicly available of mass child abuse or something, then perhaps the right will find themselves as traumatised as they thought the left were going to be.
This is all impossibly dark. Maybe I shouldn’t’ve said it!
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