Mars - Venus and Mars - Pluto synastry double whammies.
I do not want to speak too soon here guys but I think slowly but surely, I am breaking free here. She has tried a lot of under-handed and petty tactics to crush me but I am in a way just saying "yeah whatever" now.
The biggest red flag was when I started actually developing feelings for her. Like WTF.
Then thankfully my city reopened and I got back on to the dating apps so those faded. Even then, even now, I feel like I care and tbh, feels one-sided too.
But over the past month or so, it has become very cooled down. As much as she has done to piss me off and at times, I feel like on purpose (trying to take all credit away from my work so I do not get paid), I am slowly over it.
I used to worry so much about breaking off from her but now, I know we won't be working together long or even talk to each other again and I am okay with that.
Definitely progress and definitely breaking free but I think it may be true of what they said about Plutonain relationships, if this is one, they can change you. My North Node was conjunct her Sun so she was meant to teach me a life lesson.
For me, I think it was one in validation and just being proud of who you are than relying on others for it. This lady was definitely Satan, no ifs ands or buts about it. She was colder than your average Capricorn and my goodness, who knew Sags could be this evil (perhaps that Mars in Scorpio?).
Yet, I walk away knowing that I survived and am on my two feet. I feel as if there is a breath of fresh air in my life now.
She still plays her mind games but they slide off of my shoulders now. I feel like that is my victory in this relationship, you can do whatever you want to me but you can't hurt me anymore. You have stolen so many career advancement chances from me, thrown me under the bus at every turn, put a dent in my paycheck, and I have been stuck with you.
In the end though, you can't hurt me.