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LisLioness
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I went on FB recently and saw a bunch of my old coworkers in a love fest. Everyone was really close there, and they let me in. My Moon in the 6th was reveling in it.

Until I got kicked out.

I'm always the one a certain type of person - usually much more conservative in outlook, "proper" and concerned with image - focuses on. I can't do anything right then. Oh, her hands are blue (leaching hair dye lol). She put her hands on a guy. (I was tucking in his tag with his permission.) She's wearing Halloween scrubs off season and it's not professional. (I'd worn these things many times with no comment.)

Why? Is it me? It is.

I'm flamboyant. I walk with a glare that says you don't like it? Too bad. I stand out. I play with this 'cause I know I'm going to get attention no matter what I do.

I own my Sun/Mars conjunct in Leo. It's terribly brash energy. It's in your face whether you want it there or not.

If I had been born just five minutes later, my Rising would have been Taurus, with a Virgo Venus ruling. No. That cocky Mars rules my chart.

My Mars recently had two direct hits from t. Uranus. That's when I really became aware of the energy I put out for years.

I realized that a lot of people don't want this energy around them.

And that's OK.

I recently got another job, and this time, it's just me and the vet. She actually likes my energy. I now understand that it's going to take me longer than many to find my place. Again... that's OK.

 

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I'm happy for you LisLioness Smile

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Thank you 😊

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I like your writing and how your feelings unfolded in this post.

I’m curious what Uranus has going in your chart / what house Aquarius rules. 

I feel like I may have a touch of your situation if not for all my Capricorn outer planets and Cap ruled first house. Like, I want to be different but Cap comes in and smothers it.

Happy for your new job and acceptance there!! Above all, you do you!! 

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Uranus rules my 11th and is in my 6th. My solar arc Sun is also conjunct n. Uranus in Libra.

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I love your energy, and I'm so happy that you've found a job where you're appreciated at last.  Being the vet's only staff is ideal. ❤

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My last place was way too chaotic. (It was a terrible setup for a vet tech with undiagnosed ADHD.) They'd see up to 80 pets a day vs the five or six pets a day my new place sees.

80? That's corporate medicine for you.

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