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I feel so lifeless and boring idk what I even like anymore

MirandaG
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I seriously just got married and don’t even want to be married anymore I want to run off and go have fun because I can’t what is wrong with me ?!? Obviously I need a psychiatrist lol which I have one but I can’t talk to her until next month so according to my chart wtf is wrong with me

 

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sophiab
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The lifeless and boring feeling is very likely being brought on by transits to your 12th h, especially Mars. I am having those same 12th h transits and have been feeling the same and also destructive about my relationship! Like I just want peace and no complications and my self esteem is non existant - as if I don't exist. Also I don't have energy to deal with it. I am noticing that as Mars gradually gets closer to my Asc that I am gaining small amounts of strength and will. Feeling slowly awake bit by bit. Transiting Mars has been opposing Neptune by transit too so everything is blurry. Hang in there, don't make any big decisions, wait to get clarity with Mars in your 1st! You will feel the shift. 

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sophiab
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Mars will cross your ascendant 18th-19th September. ? 

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MirandaG
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@sophiab I can’t wait lol! My birthday is the 14th so does that mean I’m stuck with this energy the whole year until my next birthday or is it just till this transit is done? Because it’s in my solar return

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@mirandag I don't think it's quite the same with the SR as by day to day transit, but you will need to remain conscious of having Mars in your 12th by SR for the year and make adjustments accordingly. With the SR the key is to examine how the SR placements touch your natal planets and aspects and the way the houses overlay. It's an alchemy of the two rather than the SR dominating. Perhaps get a SR report for your birthday, to get some sense of it so as to manage the energies as best you can.

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Neptune and Uranus square your Moon and Venus. It's unsettling. I'm sorry.

I also agree with @sophiab Mars has some play in this.

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MirandaG
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@elsa  yes I feel a bit better today tho thank you ??

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@mirandag I’m glad your feeling better

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Your first Saturn Return is coming up. It might have to do with that.

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MirandaG
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@purplestargirl  it has definitely hit me twice already it’s coming around to hit me once again February 2022 for the last time until my 2nd return comes! I hate that it’s retrograde lol the last 2 hits sucked

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I feel like a bit of a random lurker popping in here but hoping you are doing better now Miranda!

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MirandaG
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@rapunzelsoldierfish I am thank you! I stopped worrying now I am again bc of the transits coming at the end of the month

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@mirandag glad to see you are doing okay now! Happy to see there were some reassuring pieces of info on these transits in your other thread too

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MirandaG
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@rapunzelsoldierfish me too! It’s been a crazy year with my solar return I’ve been nervous and sick over it lol but besides that I have been filled with responsibilities like never before and working my butt off I don’t really like my job any more I wanna do something new, I feel like an outcast I don’t talk to ppl even at work I feel so anti social that’s basically what sums it all up .. also I did have to defend myself a lot too this year once with a client and multiple times with my husband we are both tired and overwhelmed but I feel like I get all the brunt of the responsibility 🫥😮‍💨

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