Hello Sparwon,
Have you been feeling pretty low recently, in a heavy kind of way? If so that could have been down to a recent transit of Saturn to your natal Sun.
Right now, you are just about to undergo a deep transformation in how you operate in the world for the next couple of years. This is as a result of Pluto transiting across your Ascendant. This is a big, life changing event and, once it's over, you will be a different person. I suspect that you will soon be doing quite a bit of soul searching and confronting some of your own shadows that are outside of your current field of vision. It's also possible you will outgrow some people in your current social circle as you come to recognise that some of your needs have changed, whilst also becoming more authentic to your true self. Whilst some of this may feel hard intially, it will ultimately turn out to be very good for you.
As for the Aquarian you are interested in, we'd need to see a chart. It's not a straight forward as all Geminis are compatible with Aquarians, for example. It's never that simple.
Best
J ?
Oh, and welcome to the forum! I forgot my manners. Sorry. My bad ☹️
Thank you! And I’m actually a Cancer haha