Thursday, March 21, 2019
Time to evaluate?
For me, the first eclipse, 15 Sag; was very close to my Saturn in 8th house and events of that day reflected precisely that theme. I was able to communicate about insecurities in that area that were relevant.
0 Can; was a scurry of confused but interesting interactions. There was a central theme that I would describe as lightly social and lightly sexual. This was the first moment I realised that dust was a severe problem and started tidying. The eclipse was conjunct my IC.
13 Can; everything seemed to derail. Like things that had moved forward and seemed so promising seemed to just derail. I can’t even describe why or what went wrong. Partly just exhaustion I think.
Perhaps this time in my life will have created a foundation. I am on the dream guidance more. There is potential movement forward socially. But I can’t say yet.
Believe it or not, I kind of felt quite a strong empathy in the strictly psychic sense during this period. I had problems with this briefly when I did Reiki in my teens. It as quite strong and it has seemed to remain. I have started spending more time indoors since this.
I have a family member who I have made a lot of effort with and remembered all birthdays and Christmas’ with who just seemed to dislike me a whole lot, never got anything but resentment from her so I didn’t give her anything on her birthday. I didn’t see another choice. Her birthday was on that day. I feel like that is pulling back some sort of enabler or codependent pattern.
A lot of themes seemed to finish up in the next five or so days.